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pisces season
time to start swimming again
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grateful ✧♡✧ heart

ask your doctor if lying down in the forest to be consumed by the earth is right for you

the clouds were talking about you

neck hurdt

A persons point of view sittting on a tan couch with a shnauzer dog

exhausted

supposedly an adult, but i know little about what the fuck im doing

This past year aged me so much i barely recognize myself dude i HATE it.
stress eats the body alive.

sorry that was a little much

actually really hoping fully released secret space program files will be the next to shock and burst the collective worldy butthole

The Moon enters Aries today and it conjuncts both Saturn and Neptune. This can give us a preview of tomorrow’s major Saturn Neptune conjunction. We should definitely be in touch with our dreams and the limitations we face in achieving them. #astrology

autism is shaking my bones

no decisions will be made until i get at least 3 days of extra long sleeps big huge honking sleeps

so it wasnt for me, but hospital last night wasnt fun. i have barely slept in 24 hrs. Now I am paranoid about contracting covid or otherwise (san jose is scary shit rn)
my brain only has the capacity for so much
i don't really know what to do

the big sad ™

It's never too late to try something new.
It's never too late to start speaking with owls.
It's never too late to shapeshift into a bear.
It's never too late to wrap yourself in mossy wild magic and become the shambling horror that prowls the ragged edge of the forest.

point of view looking down on a grilled fish laid upon a grey plate

the only thing that will cheer my Guatemalan man up

this week has been so hard 😪
is this the right place for me?
i have a lot to think about

everything always happens so much

one of the Uber drivers this morning i really think was about to give us an instapot of his to have orrr he was trying to make friends through soup talk.
I have no idea but he never stopped talking the entire ride 🫨

Thank you!!!! ♡

Today might be a hard restless day full of running errands and changing up routines in this big unforgiving city. Please wish me good luck :')

My partner is sleeping cuddling w my arm like a plushie, I must not move an inch!!!!!

i don’t need to study the blade, the blade studies me

Thank you for the advice, great decisions. Ima sip water and watch a lil something and see if I feel better after awhile. Have a good night dear friend ♡

listened to thunderstorms all day and took a lot of naps cuz my tummy hurt a little. Trying to decide on watching something or video games this evening :3 hope youre doing well!

Internalised meltdowns are still meltdowns.

Not all meltdowns are loud.

Not all are visible to an outsider's gaze.

Not all meltdowns look like loss of control in public.

Some look like shame spirals - rumination - self-attack - compulsive replay.

That's still a nervous system past capacity.

midol was giving me anxiety but now I shall sleep

It is still ! Am I tripping?!
also.. our wifi here in the bay has knocked out too.
Anyone else?

I am so damn proud of myself for hustling today and getting my basic needs met for the week AND GUESS WHAT! I WAS ABLE TO ALSO DO A LOAD OF LAUNDRY!!!!

things are starting to look up