Abibi

BIRDS OF A FEATHER

Till the day that I die.
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mental breakdown is over (i think), and although I realized that I kinda hate having social media, not being able to see current world events is pretty spooky, so here I am ig. Not gonna be posting on here any more than this one though

Kwame Ture gave a GREAT speech about this (and more) - highly recommend redsails.org/the-pitfalls...

HECK of a year, gang

“If your tactics disrupt the order of things under capitalism, you may well be accused of violence, because ‘violence’ is an elastic term often deployed to vilify people who threaten the status quo. Conditions that the state characterizes as ‘peaceful’ are, in reality, quite violent.”

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Mental breakdowns are soooo crazy

Damn I really put nearly 30 of them fuckers up, that's so crazy

I think I maybe talk so much less than I used to that the little bit of voice training that I did reverted?

officially intaken into therapy 👍

rewatching it really hits different with all the identity stuff now

Another video of Senator Padilla’s violent arrest at DHS Sec Noem’s press conference in LA. You can see him thrown to the ground by FBI agents and handcuffed.

(video shared by Padilla’s staff with Elex Michaelson of Fox LA and posted on X)

Bloom into YOU

I’m quoted in this article re: “violence” & “peace” related to the Los Angeles protests.

This is LA! Politicians don’t dictate how people are going to act. 1965 Watts Rebellion. 92 riots. 2020 uprisings. The student intifada. This is LA! Either support or sit back & stfu.

man, yearning really does hit different when youre a bit delusional about it

huuorgh.........

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Just a reminder, it's only peaceful for as long as the police allow it to be. It is always the police who decide if a protest is going to be violent.

At the ICE raid and subsequent community resistance in Paramount, California this morning, this skater kid ate dozens of munitions from Border Patrol agents, walked away slowly and flipped them off.

"Some have even suggested that the fascist government is trying to get a reaction out of us so that it can declare martial law. The absurdity of such a position lies in the fact that an authoritarian regime doesn’t need the law, an excuse, or provocation to do what it wants to."

Mental breakdowns are a very real thing, and though it doesn't excuse my behavior, I have slowly been able to look back at past Abigail and give her some credibility. I do want to to be better, and wallowing in my past mistakes isn't a way to do that.

Hey gang, been trying to have more empathy for myself, and I realized that I don't really think that exiling myself from social media is a great way to do it. The past year has been a heck of a lot, and I don't think that I've been particularly "stable" through it. 1/2

turns out it was telehealth 🙃

Good news, my therapy consult got moved up to tomorrow :-)

Hey gamers, unblocked bluesky for a moment bc I should probably say, I assume it hasn't really come across super well in text form, but I truly have been happier than ever lately. Been able to learn about myself and be excited and hopeful and passionate for maybe the first time in my life

I don't want to put badness into the world and I don't want to break my own heart anymore with my own actions. I'm gonna be staying away from social medias until I feel like I've gotten real help and am actually better. Initial therapy consult June 11, first available therapy in August. Take care.

It's become more and more clear to me that I am abusive. I don't want to be, but I think my intent only matters so much at the end of the day. I don't want to hurt people and I've broken so many promises and boundaries already. I am truly sorry for all I've been. 1/2

turns out my septum cartilage is too small for regular piercing :/

you guys ever see an oomf gain sentience before

turns out im quite stupid and was tricked by the church and stranger danger