ans 🩵 edsky 🐛

oikawa mentally checked out

it’s been a hot minute, hasn’t it

not my car insurance app being like “the more you drive, the more likely you are to crash. and driving at night is dangerous ☝️🤓” like WHERE ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO SMOKE MY CIGARETTES AND LISTEN TO MUSIC

also for whatever reason, i took a nap from 8pm to 11:30pm, so getting any proper rest isn’t going to be possible tonight lol

i’ve been stress eating a lot lately and have gained a few pounds bc of it 😭😭 trying to lock back in though 🙂‍↕️ #edsky

i’ve been inactive as fuck, but i got a new phone and have procrastinated signing back in lmao 💀

i made an online friend, but i have this fear that i annoy people every time i talk to them 🧍‍♀️ the convo is kinda at a lull and i was gonna change the subject, but my brain is just like stfu they don’t actually want to talk to you

i need my sister to move her cat back in already 😭😭 i miss her so much 😖😖

i haven’t weighed myself in almost a month because i know i’ve been kinda careless lately 😭 i’ve been super stressed out bc of everything going on at home and work, so i should give myself some grace but my brain is just like it’s not an excuse fatty 🐷 #edsky #caterpillarsky

y’all, i think i might actually have a chance w my coworker. i’ve been lowkey flirting w her recently, and she’s flirted back 🥰 this has never happened to me before (w a girl which is sad as a lesbian lmao) omggg

i’m trying to get away with skipping dinner because my mom didn’t know that’d be home and made something i don’t like (FUCK BUFFALO CHICKEN DIP), but being on my period makes my appetite increase but idek what i’d have instead 😭 i feel so fat rn 🫤🫤 #edsky #caterpillarsky

i’m in the bathroom at work, and i have to shit 😭 but i don’t want an audience and my fucking coworker came in like right after me (there’s stalls lol)

i want to cry so badly right now, but nothing’s coming out. i just need the emotional release so fucking bad

turns out that i wasn’t positive for flu, strep, or covid, but i still feel like doo doo 👎
but work was cancelled cause of all the snow 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

i really hope the concert is rescheduled though because we’re getting a really bad snow storm tonight 😭😭

i think i’m starting to get sick, which one part of me really doesn’t want to be bc i have a concert to go to today, but also when i get sick, i completely lose my appetite. a true dilemma #edsky #caterpillarsky

i don’t want to go to work tomorrow. why does existence cost so fucking much

i have stuff planned for my two days off this week, and while i am excited for said plans, i’m not excited for how exhausted i’ll be 😭 if not physically, for sure mentally 😭 my social battery has been drained for fucking ever, and i need a break. unfortunately i literally can’t afford it right now 😀

i hate dating apps because i fucking hate small talk. shits always boring af 😭😭

#edsky #caterpillarsky

just finished it, it was absolutely amazing 😭😭 i was sad i got through it so fast, but at least there’s a oneshot after that’s around 22k words

i’m probably not even 1k words in yet and i’m already obsessed 🤩

i found a daichi/kuroo fic that’s only two parts, but it’s over 50k words. bro i am so fucking pumped 😁😁
this shit better be good

i get to see any for free so long as it’s been out a week (and i get free posters 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ i have a haikyuu dumpster battle poster and it’s my prized possession)

i’m NAWT talking abt in another life, i don’t feel like sobbing rn lmao

i feel empty, might reread that bokuaka fic again

i got maybe another hour of sleep last night, but i know im still gonna have difficulty going to bed tonight. and i have to be at work at 8am tomorrow (im hoping to get off by like 10pm tonight, but we’ll see)

thankfully it hasn’t been busy though, and i watched smile and part of smile 2 while i did the boxes. so it could be worse

well things didn’t go as planned because two out of the six people scheduled this morning called in 🙃 i work at movie theatre, so the only people were me (supervisor) and three ushers. i’ve been filling popcorn boxes all day, and i have to come in for a morning show tomorrow 😀