Kivan

Now that I'm not terrified, I should draw

Thank you 💓

THANK YOU MY RENT IS PAID T_T

please help y'all

7. Kivan: bsky.app/profile/kiva...

6 HOURS LEFT EMERGENCY #MUTUALAID #URGENTNEED #HELPFOLKSLIVE2025

Thank you, this is stressful

$347/$550, I'm getting so close!

I have six and a half hours. There's just no way

A drawing of the Enterprise E from behind, with a pinky/purpley space backdrop including a large planet just poking into frame from above. Text says: "Much like the Federation, I too have lofty ideals and no money."

I'm definitely experiencing despair

extremely urgent need for Kivan to make up some money for his rent, on account of INJURY and red tape keeping him from his due wages

rent comes for us all, I'm sure we can help with the coin!

This is due by midnight. There's no way I'll make it but anything I raise will be a help

$137/$550, thank you!

So, no word on worker's comp yet and it has put me in a precarious situation with rent. I very badly need to raise $550. I know it's a big ask. This is not how I want to start my birthday month. I'm sorry

The plan today is get through my shift without crying. Stressed about rent, I don't think I'm going to make it

$137/$550, thank you!

Share Kivan's fund, please, and if you're able to help him out, please do that too!

$100/$550, thank you!

$100/$550, thank you!

I think if I cry one more time today I'm just gonna go home

Thanks, it's okay, just a bad brain day

Sometimes I wish I could completely delete myself, like I never existed

I hate feeling this way

I just want to curl up with my cats and cry for a while

And work is bad today. The department is slammed and I feel sick and sore

This seems to be manifesting as self loathing mostly but I'm also insecure and jealous about things that, logically, I know are egregiously stupid to feel that way about

Aside from just all my financial woes, I also seem to be caught in a spiral of depression

This is one of the worst days I've had in a while