Pessimistic Optimist

am i depressed bc my roommate’s been gone for the past week or bc of the Other Thing that happened last weekend and i’m just letting myself wallow in it since he isn’t here to see it lol

my body’s lucky that it’s summer so it’s too hot to be covered up

i think i don’t like being around my family and that kinda sucks

ryn weaver is (allegedly) coming back and i have no one to share this news with 😭😭

i think the combination halsey/evanesence concert is gonna be one of the concerts i’ll forever regret not going to 😭

thinking about rewatching russian doll s2 for mother’s day

episode 3 is kinda confirming to me that a lot of the changes are motivated by wanting to appeal to a more conservative audience

they call me trent reznor bc i give head like a hole

who knew running shoes would be good clubbing shoes lol

alternatively, i kinda fee like her too so that’s kinda slay

i got my hair cut too short and now i kinda feel like her

getting spiritbox concert tickets in the hopes that they bring out megan thee stallion

going insane bc i lost 1 book in the move and i hav no idea how

she better be in Secret Wars

last time i moved i only needed 2 boxes for my books/comics. now i’m going to need. more than that lol

crap. i’m starting to not like the way my face looks without a mustache

girl not you too 😭

maybe i’ll start playing marvel rivals if they put in moon girl and devil dinosaur

who knew putting on roller skates on a slope during a windy day was a bad idea?

tiktok shop almost got me with the mcr boy zone reprint but i must. stand. firm.

potentially move in with someone you used to have a crush on and may or may not have confusing/unresolved feelings for? what could possibly go wrong!

i kinda understand straight girls now bc sometimes when i’m drunk i think it’d be fun to kiss girls too

i like having a mustache bc it distracts from my lack of an upper lip

kinda want to go to a lucy dacus concert but idk, i don’t wanna take up space in a sapphic experience (even if i did find her first lol)

if someone had told me you could make cloud moan in ff7r i would’ve played it a lot sooner

sometimes i worry i’m incapable of love (not in an aromantic way, more of an i don’t deserve it way)

ROBERT EGGERS IS REBUILDING THE DARK UNIVERSE

shout out to cut to the feeling, i truly think that’s the only song that can reconnect me to my emotions when i’m shutting down

sometimes i hear my mom in my voice whenever i speak and it makes me want to rip out my vocal cords

i think i’m very slowly starting to find my rhythm, which is exciting bc now maybe one day i won’t make a complete fool of myself on the dance floor