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when my face is broken out to varying degrees so that’s been fun to deal with.

I dyed my dark brown on accident because L’Oréal changed their hair dye and told no one. Luckily that wasn’t too bad to fix.

Also have to change my entire diet because my mold allergy is that bad. Fun stuff. See ya.

Popping on to say hi. Not doing great. Physical health is meh. Mental is highly debatable and I’m struggling to do a basic task because I either had a new type of seizure or UTI-induced psychosis and I’m terrified of taking showers, touching my face, and looking at my reflection

I have an extreme hatred for the guy in the iPhone commercial that removes the cat from the picture and proudly declares that he did. Someone should remove his ass from the planet. Absolutely insulting.

I’ve had a migraine every other day since I had a five day long one at the start of July. That makes it really hard to film. Then I had a nervous breakdown because insurance wouldn’t give me my new inhaler. It’s been two weeks since I’ve posted a video.

I can’t be active on more than three apps at a time apparently. It might help if I had a solid plan for posting content that doesn’t get interrupted by asthma or migraines but honestly the migraines came out of left field.

I’m going to do better to be on here more, but that’ll probably be after TikTok is made unavailable in the US because I’m not moving to the new app. That’s bad news, that thing, and I’m not going to be apart of it.

ALSO. The use of “breed”. Removing any sense of humanity bringing us down to cattle. Telling us you don’t see people in red states as the same caliber of person as you or as people at all. Weird. Disgusting and yes, a man said this.

This “better than thou” attitude people have towards red states has got to stop. It’s high school mean girl shit and it’s polarising to the people who do not vote red. You are not funny, cute, smart or relatable, you’re just weird.

I know I don’t get on here and repost and like stuff as much as I do other places, so y’all don’t know where I stand exactly, but most people I know, including myself, do not like Cruz and did not vote for him and don’t like Abbott either.

Just blocked someone for saying the phrase “breeds them stupid” in reference to Texas voting for Abbott and Cruz. A state that is gerrymandered to death.

I’m getting sick of all y’all.

I’m afraid this is going to be a repeat of 28.

My birthday is tomorrow and to be honest I don’t really feel like celebrating it. I don’t feel like I’ve done anything to deserve it.

“I’m killing two bones with one turd. I’m killing two stones—god damn it. I’m killing things with things.” —yours truly

Keep calling Ringo “bunny boy” because he reminds me of a rabbit from certain angles

Mold allergy is kicking my butt #sendhelp #fyp #asthma TikTok video by Your Heart In My Hands/Kerbie

I think my newest TikTok is hilarious so I’m going to share the link here

www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8rPNTuR/

I got up too early and now I don’t know what to do

So sleepy. I got what I needed to do done so maybe I should take a nap.

Taking a bath because the power keeps flickering and I’d rather not wash my hair in the dark. I have somewhere I have to be otherwise I wouldn’t be doing this.

I was turning all the lights out for nothing, lol

I thought the power was going to go out because of the power grid and it’s a storm coming through, which means I’m about to take a shower in a storm.

My mental health has been pretty bad and I haven’t wanted to bring that energy over here because I have people following me that I really like and respect and I don’t want to bother them with my negativity.

Sorry for not posting on here. I just haven’t really had much to say that’s worth posting.

I need a break

It’s supposed to rain every day this week. Yuck

And if I gave up would anybody notice? Would anybody care?

Happy birthday!!!

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I do not like my mom’s hair dryer because it’s so easy to accidentally switch it over to cool and I need it HOT because I’m trying to make something dry quickly that’s not hair.

Tyler got a new Indian restaurant but it doesn’t look like there’s any gluten free options :/

This week has been terrible.