Mars Capone

FBS coupled with TMJ is butts. I would love to be able to eat food without my jaw shooting pain and locking up. It definitely dampens the appeal of food in general.

Hahaha, glad I'm not alone, and dang! What a collection of 'em!

I've been trying to use my enhancement cores more, I swear.

#D2 #Destiny2

RIP my old phone, and with it, all of my TikTok drafts. 😭😭😭

If you don't follow me on FB, then you're missing the TORRENTIAL DOWNPOUR of charlie kirk shitposting that's happening right now. 😌

I just said 'Introvert awaaaaay' while leaving, and people actually accepted it pretty easily.

I may have to use this more often.

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That moment when your therapist tells you to consider blocking someone instead of talking to them.

Protect your peace.

Spending today deep breathing, generally taking care of myself, and getting a couple extra days of groceries.

Taking care of my health needs to come first.

Everyone knows and has been communicated with.

No one is mad.

I just have to work on adapting to change without spiraling.

I can do this.

Okay, unless my doc suddenly has an appointment available this week - I'll probably try to head for WI after my MRIs this week and then just come back for a few weeks in September. Lets me get everything scheduled out, as well as not have to worry about cancelling jobs/flights to accommodate.

Fussed. Not leaving for a few more days. Doc wants more MRIs, so I have shifted my scheduling.

And by shifted my scheduling, I mean that I sobbed for hours on the phone with my partner trying to figure out how to handle the sudden change.

Crossing fingers for no further changes.

It is 8:25 in the morning and this diner is blasting Shots by Lil Jon.

I love this.

I am so sore. I know these injections are supposed to help, but fuuuuuck does it also make my spine ache.

2nd shot today! Had to get a ride since it's an epidural steroid shot in my upper spine.

Realizing that I spend so much money on oil changes with how much I travel. 😩

I kinda like this idea. Will also accept service goats that bite people I don't like.

OH NOOOO. Good to know in advance. Do -not- want to try to drive cross-country like that.

Maaaan, I don't doubt it. They said that I could drive myself for the lumbar spine injections, but that I have to have a driver for the cervical spine injections. Painful, or just weird?

Imma get some needles jammed into my spine this week. 😌

What do you meaaaaan that I'm not supposed to lift more than 20lbs for the rest of my life? 😩😩😩

Meeting with spine doctor today. Genuinely have no idea what is going to be suggested/recommended.

Yesterday's issues caused a TMJ flare-up, which suuuuucked. Doing better now, but waking up in the middle of the night with jaw pain suuuucks.

Accidentally Gluten'd myself.
Absolutely my fault. Omce I realized(halfway through breakfast), I immediately tried to throw up everything I had eaten. Gonna chug water for the rest of the day and hope that I got most of it out.

The AC in my truck doesn't work, so I keep the window rolled down when I drive.

The tan on my left leg is VISIBLY more intense than the one on my right leg. 😅

Epic Games have the best Captchas.

Gotta love when an old lady spills coffee over you and then goes "Oops! That was close!" And then as you try to figure out how to clean coffee off yourself and your clothes on a public bus, the old lady goes, "I don't think I got you."

Ma'am.

MA'AM.

🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

7 dentist visits in 20 days.

I have an unlikely potential for two more, but medicaid has denied it twice. The dentist is trying a third time for good measure.

Regardless, geez is my mouth sore.

I blew a tire. 🙃

Luckily I was half a mile from a tire place so I was able to get there without damaging my rim.
Two tires successfully replaced, and honestly I feel like I handled it without freaking out -too- much.

Good stuff.

I'm always so anxious before therapy, even though it literally -always- helps to talk to my therapist.

Anxiety is weird.

I enjoy working for a silversmith because sometimes I'll come into work and my boss will be like, 'hey, check out this megalodon tooth that I just got' and then I'm holding a dinosaur tooth the size of my hand. 🦖🦈

I just wanna be able to like people's stories without an app automatically messaging them.

TikTok why are you like this?
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