Indigo Lockley

FUCK Sickle Cell Disease dude. I hate relying on painkillers my whole life from now on just to feel normal.

The biggest downside to having two powerful long acting painkillers going all day is the afternoon crash I suffer.

My strongest drugs "activation" time I can almost clock in 4 hours after taking it.

Help me please

I legit have not had any issues with Borderlands 4. I think there is a level of people just want to complain and gang mentality on the internet is rampant.

Cyberpunk 2077 was a buggy mess and I was upset but not shitting on the developer nonstop for it.

Thank you @borderlands.2k.com for adding this.

As someone recently diagnosed it's made shooters much more tolerable.

Getting to go out with the hubby, see friends, go home and have the most fresh and crispy Mcdonalds fries ever and some burgers on the way home was really nice.

Clarification, since a comment made me realize my wording could be misconstrued: When I say "a payout and an apology," I mean ABC/Disney should apologize and give a huge check to Jimmy Kimmel for their rush to bend the knee, not Kimmel apologizing to anyone.

He owes nobody anything.

MGH Honey Badgers

Today I'm attending my first walk/run for Sickle Cell in Franklin Park. If you wanna share or donate it'd be appreciated. This is my team.

sicklecellhope.myevent.com/participants...

I realized spending 30 years in constant pain makes me very sensitive to other people's silent suffering and it can be all consuming to function with other peoples energy wearing you down.

It's a lot to handle and not what you think it is.

Because you get dragged down by proximity and the feeling is the worst. I played it off as New Age bullshit people who lean on zodiacs use to sound interesting but actual Empath shit is exhausting when you can't turn it off.

Stop letting people convince you being an Empath is some great cool thing it's not. It really really really really sucks and hard to control.

I've always hated this feeling I get and it literally drove me crazy at one point. It's not fun when people are at their lowest.

I grew up having to accept never really understanding why is "The black person always dies first" a universal trope in media? And now just a funny ha ha we've become so accustomed to?

Oh the shooter was a white republican who loved guns(shocker). Great so now everyone on the left can respectfully ask the conservative party to fuck off and deal with their own.

But of course they will somehow blame everyone else.

1/2

In case you were wondering why the incorrect rumor of “trans activist” and “fascist symbols” on ammo started, it’s because arrows and initials are common ways manufacturers stamp ammo.

Including “TRN” the ironsight and a direction broad arrow:

Let's not forget the two democratic lawmakers who were shot and killed a month ago. Escalation has already happened and the right makes it very clear they want to kill everyone else.

Bitches out here making million dollar movies and documentaries about white guys who are renown serial killers.

Don't see any Michael Brown or George Floyd movies or specials? We only matter to the media when we are suffering.

What happens when all the criminals in America are gone and Trump finally defeats us but there's still mass shootings and killing? Who's the next target demographic to villainize?

"Political violence only brings out more political violence"

Well as long as the gun loving right wing sycophants are empowering their own to kill each other I'm sure we've gone way past escalation. January 6 did happen and the one who are out there Trump released from prison.

Happy Birthday @rabbarab.bsky.social! Hope it's a SMASHER!!

Yall force POC to watch their own get kidnapped, shot up, assaulted and it's all over the news. One evil white dude who supports senseless killing and political violence got his wish. Mission Accomplished he died happy I'm sure.

It's refreshing that people have to be respectable about gun violence but forced to admit showing Charlie Kirk sympathy goes against his own beliefs and wishes.

The shallow dance yall weave amuses me. No thanks let that man rot. Evil begets evil and all that.

if you're seeing this you've earned it

Lol Charlie Kirk got shot. Please die.

Especially given there are always so few POC in those kind of friend groups. But the level of awkwardness and lack of self awareness does start to get uncomfortable. I suck at disengaging when it gets to a comical level of mockery of poc culture. The pain didn't help either cause I don't move.

I have noticed that recently my mental health has been better not being around overly privileged white queer folk spouting AAVE they learned from another white guy.

It was amusing for the longest but unfortunately tone deaf.

Having to just be constantly aware that my bones are slowly rotting from osteonecrosis and I can't stop it is immensely unsettling but here we are. Bitches think I'm sitting around gossiping about nonsensical drama when I'm practically dying and falling apart.

Fuck Sickle Cell Disease

Taurus ♉

Having access to an island and beach only just now hit me. And fishing access at the docks. Honestly solid perks and my partners mom is one of the sweetest women I've ever met I love her

I hate that I'm on like 800 pills a day but I've had the ability to think more clearly and honestly not feel overwhelmed just from sheer pain alone all day and my passive productivity has exponentially increased

It's taken much therapy and a lot of reprogramming how I show loyalty to people without compromising myself as a result because I don't believe in circling the wagons and gatekeeping my relationships with others. But a lot of people do.

And people who don't secretly tokenize your poc friends. If it's one thing I've struggled with silently is feeling like people associate with me because I make them look not racist to other non-poc folk and I'm treated like a morale trophy than person.