mr pee - #Ohiocore

I feel so fucking mogged when I meet another autistic person irl but they have 100x the charisma I do and they can actually talk in a group setting

People on the Internet are so fucking unrelatable

Jesus fucking christ it's like a sauna in here I can't cope with this temperature in fucking september

It would honestly solve about 80% of the things mentally wrong with me if I didn't have to live with my parents

Honestly this wellbutrin really be making me realize shit that's wrong with my habits

You can't have two conflicting things at the same time. One of them has to give

Imma be real I don't really understand or relate to any of that internet fandomspeak proship antis nonsense, Gaspar Noe is one of my favorite movie directors and his stuff is probably super "problematic"

Thinking of deleting everything and starting over

Another year where I didn't get to participate in vocacolle because I was too busy

Social media and discord really just makes me feel lonelier

If you're an artist you're not even a human to these people.

Guys remember I'm releasing an album

and honestly I regret drawing fanart and getting most of my following that way in the first place since internet followers dont even fucking matter, they dont care about you as a person.

I don't hate drawing actually, it's people who make me fucking hate it and the way people just treated me as someone that draws epic colorful vocaloid fanart or some shit and doesnt have my own creative projects

Nicotine giving me heart palps it's joever

Well now I'm so damn busy I don't have time to draw anything lol

🚩What's your "artist red flag"?🚩

I don't fucking like drawing lmao.

That moment when you have new things but you can't show any of it

This is a mesmerizing view

STOP Do Not Enter This Truck If You Want To Keep Living, by bijli 8 track album

i mixed & mastered this half-unquantized synth bass-heavy dizzying electronic psychedelic bedroom pop EP last year.

it's gotten virtually zero attn. 5 monthly listeners rn. i think she would be stoked if you downloaded it & threw her a donation.

bijli.bandcamp.com/album/stop-d...

Why is everyone on the internet traumatized

Still very much a work in progress but these poses were too good to not try something.

I think a hard truth is that to make something ambitious you have to be a self-starter.

I get wanting to study/practice before jumping into your big idea, but frankly that "finally ready" point is never going to actually come and eventually you just have to make do with what you got.

several art pose references of a woman in a yellow polkadot bikini, posing with a pink beach ball.

several art pose references of a woman in a yellow polkadot bikini, posing with a pink beach ball.

several art pose references of a woman in a yellow polkadot bikini, posing with a pink beach ball.

several art pose references of a woman in a yellow polkadot bikini, posing with a pink beach ball.

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Yes i do things from scratch!
See full 3D project here -> behance.net/gallery/2317...
#art

Why did this thing just roast me

Thanks

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Wow I literally just post about how insane I am all the time instead of posting cool content or whatever people would actually find interesting