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not sure why i think twin peaks is saving anybody especially me

twin peaks intro save me from cramps

also maybe im just too adjacent to male spaces to find the idea that men being weak or submissive others them from masculinity like... interesting lmao. i love video games but the casual pervasiveness of this mindset is so fucking irritating so no i dont really find it subversive

genuinely how do the concepts of 'men' and 'women' even develop if reproduction is governed by alpha/beta/omega genders. why would the concept of a 'stronger/aggressive' gender vs a 'weaker/submissive' gender develop separately from the alpha/omega dichotomy. shouldn't it matter as little as height

i just dont get why male/female gender roles even came into being separately from alpha/omega. how does that work on a worldbuilding level unless this just magically happened to humans one day like quirks. what do 'man' and 'woman' even Mean in this kind of setting

disclaimer again that this is not aimed at people who genuinely just find it hot its @ the people who like to extol upon how it can be used as some deep metaphor for misogyny. i dont even disagree depending on the author i just dont think its well thought out

the hours during work where i have to wait for code to run are the most dangerous because its just long enough that my mind wanders and just short enough that i can't actually Do anything, productive or otherwise. anyway im confused about omegaverse again

honestly thats not even the problem i dont think fixing your literary diet can be done by just adding a couple authors to the mix. theres so many books out there it makes me dizzy. not even getting into how helpful & inspiring it is to read beyond the genre(s) you want to write in

this is an invalid hater moment because i havent even read his books but whats up with tumblr users who are like 'ugh yes read other books!! read t3rry pr4tchett!!' every time the discussion about tumblr's narrow tastes come up like okay can we get a third series in rotation maybe

wait chipotle rice is just cilantro lime rice and i can make that

of course the day after i finally go in for the first time since last october people are talking about how theres something going around and some people are home sick today :D why do i even bother

i did it...... time to find out if im going to pay a price

okay. today maybe i will go into work for a few hours. i want to but i have to fight my brain over it like usual

genshin artists crying shaking throwing up before drawing the thinnest creases ever below the eyes of a single 'old' woman

- i get that its likely wish fulfillment to have people around you watching out for you, and also that she's young enough to potentially not notice it, but i still think it's a bad choice considering how the opposite (men defending their shitty friends bc they don't see that behavior) is more common

1. thank god the unsafe binding practices were acknowledged
2. putting a guy in there that straight up mentions pronouns and by extension the existence of trans people is really funny
3. i do think its weird that the men around her are more aware of their coworker's predatory behavior than she is-

i hope next we reboot ouran with an explicit and tactful acknowledgement of trans and nonbinary identities haruhi just refuses to elaborate on whats up with them

gay school nurse watching a straight guy crush on a girl: lol are you gay or something

day two and the girl-dressed-as-a-guy protag has already fallen for the urge to assert your masculinity with violence in the face of gay allegations WE ARE SO BACK

havent read the manga. please let this be like if ouran was good

holy shit the people in hana kimi have noses

nobody posted the clip anywhere so i went and dug the whole episode up

i really try not to be a hater of things my friends like but this isnt even a fandom or music or art this is just real life men posing

thank god im talking to my friend over the phone i dont think i could fake interest in her kpop boys in real life for more than five seconds. im so sorry. i just dont understand it i really just dont

what was in the water in **** **** that made everyone act like a crab in a bucket for no reason. just for the love of the game

friend from high school telling me about some hellish experiences that sound so similar to mine in dance was our hometown just fucking cursed

of course all my meetings start the same time the giant overwatch update drops fml

and maybe its just because its the only way for me to avoid endless introspection and nitpicking and worry about being wrong. i mean it probably is. but still

i do think overall its a good thing that we have more labels and discussions about the nuances of various identities but at the end of the day i feel so much more drawn to like. portrayals of queer people from back before we had a well developed language to describe ourselves

why is the her app giving me the same ick that gachas do. rhetorical question i guess