Logan Ethlo

"Does it ever get better, is this worth the fight?
Everyone has a breaking point, guess we'll find mine."

Strong for Somebody Else by Citizen Soldier

I love it when my brain decides that it needs to try to convince me that no one would care if I disappear :/

Sometimes I wish I didn't like you the way I do :/

Honesty Hour with Logan 💚

Long time no see, huh? 😅

All I do is for you and you don't realize that.

"Don't waste your breath on me
You say all the right things
But I've heard them all a thousand times
It always ends with getting left behind."

Cynical by Citizen Soldier (unreleased song)

I miss my friend. It's been a year now. I know I'll see him in November, but I miss him.

When you tell me you're proud of me, it makes me feel noticed. 💚

Someone sharing your last name &/or DNA doesn't give them license to violate your boundaries, including your boundaries around touch.

In fact, those people who are our "family"-- on paper, at least-- should have more, not less, respect for our boundaries & feelings than others.

I feel like an asshole for asking for any accommodations for my autism :/

Learning to accept my autism as a disability is really fucking hard and mentally taxing :/

I love it when my autism makes me feel like a failure because I can't do "normal" things.

Sometimes I hate myself for being autistic :/

You've started to say it back. I never expected you to though.

I'm sorry I'm a burden.

Started this journey at 316.8 and today I recorded 302.4. One day at a time I'll reach my goal 💚 :D

You're gonna feel "lost"-- when what's actually happening is, you're in the midst of the most important transformation in your personal history.

Feeling lost doesn't mean you are lost. Remember Tolkien: "not all who wander are lost."

When you have no faith in me, I have no faith in myself.

Sometimes my "not good enough" trauma bullshit is triggered :/

The neighbors diagonal from us helped me carry things last night. So I made them cookies! I'll take them over tomorrow. I apparently caused a pain flare up :/

I love it! It was a lovely workout! It was also good to know I'm not losing muscles! :D

So I can carry 10 cases of soda up 24 stairs into the apartment..... that's 120 cans... 5 cases in each hand. All bagged of course. We have IKEA bags that I put the cases in and carried them at my side up the stairs. So that's a thing :D

Cream cheese icing cinnamon roll, goat cheese and ham eggies, and a chocy milk :D

It's only 1180 calories. Half of it is the cinnamon roll and chocolate milk!

I take tumeric capsules every time I eat because it helps as an anti inflammatory...guess who forgot to take them last night and now knows the difference between taking them and not taking them...

Can you
Please
Take the time to
Send me thousands
Dollar 🥺

My favourite thing is the fact that my tism is making me stay home because I can't human anymore :/

Just because I'm not as fat as some people doesn't mean I'm not still fat. That's really bugging me on how you think that.

Breakfast! Scrambled eggs with goat cheese. Strawberry cream cheese bagels. And a coffee to wash it all down 💚

Sometimes the unexpected happens....