overthinking prey animal

In an earlier draft of the script, I did do a direct comparison to Miles Bron. Watched Glass Onion with a friend while I was writing the video and went "this is almost exactly what its like listening to Adi's interviews."

always put on eyeliner to be considered battle ready!

deleting it after realizing it's just me over analyzing a rushed game at 4 am #devilmaycry #dmc

Then I have to remember wtf i was doing in said game

waaait that is way too fitting

handsome!! 🫶💕

i'm sorry if my phrasing is wonky. it's midnight

oorrr i could just go with the route of lucia having another tattoo over it as another way of reclaiming herself as an individual with her own thoughts and feelings. she is lucia, not chi. she is not just another mindless lab experiment.

as a form of reclamation by showing it more often. accepting her origins while also moving on from it. oorrr i could just go with the route of lucia having another tattoo over it as another way of reclaiming herself as an individual with her own thoughts and feelings. +

this is just me throwing ideas at the wall, but i imagine, after being moved by dante's words at the end of dmc2, lucia has come to not only accept her origins now on her own pace. but that tattoo of hers has always been a part of her life. although she now knows the context of it, she now sees it +

more future lucia design exploration (around the dmc 5 timeline i imagine). in regards to her tattoo, i kept imagining where in a hypothetical trailer a hooded figure walks in the shadows, then it cuts to a scene where it reveals her revealed shoulder to build up hype. #dmc #devilmaycry 🧵

she gets along with the cold better this way

idk why but this girl gives off "would be drawn chubby" by the fandom vibes (i mean this positively)

you could tell i was experimenting with the grass #dragon #art

There he is, the blorbo (amazing piece!!)

It is nice to see your art again 🫶

I'm noticing that I am having thoughts and temptations of self harm recently and that is...Not Good.

I need to get my shit together but I am on disability pay and my family keeps getting sick and given how small this town is and the current climate I am not getting a job anytime soon.

One of my longest time friends is off doing whatever and I'm genuinely happy for them but I also have a sneaking suspicion that they have probably moved on with their life or enjoy someone else's company a lot more than mine.

Its messed up that if I send a message related to my art and if there's no reaction I automatically assume people don't care and aren't just...busy. I notice that I am also isolating myself out of spite since everytime I try to reconnect with someone it does not work. They never respond.

Sending winter your way!

hm, chicken nugget.

The chicken population has unfortunately been demolished.
...Or fortunately, depending on how you look at it.

Awesome! 🥰🫶

Very true...However, it has Lucia.

But no, it’s about them shipping anime Brock with Cynthia or Nurse Joy. It’s even “better” when these are very the same individuals who are a part of these communities, giving out tips to kids as young as ten on which object is better to cut themselves with.

You’d think when people mention vulnerable children on the internet being groomed into having unhealthy, dangerous coping mechanisms, they’re talking about subspaces like self harm and eating disorder twitter. (cont.)

I like stories about group of people trapped in a place

writing this down...

the algorithm for this site is dogshit.