raphie 🌟 /edsky

why im still posting i barely get any likes on my thoughts here
like guyyyss, do you even see that im writing something or my posts just vanish all the time

so when will suicidal thoughts go away im so done with it

whooahhh congrats!!

i freaking LOVE McCafe 🙌🏻
that ham & cheese ciabatta was heavenly good

but now i kinda regret eating, i should fast more

happy birthday !! 💐🤗

oh same !
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.ᐟ₊𖦹 : hey it’s felix [and this is my intro]
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⇾ atypical ana [shedsky]
⇾ gw: 107.2 [bmi 18s]
⇾ ugw: 84.5 [bmi 14s]
⇾ car seat radioheadrest stan [gay]
♡︎ / ↻ to be moots [if ur 18+]

+ coffee-vanilla milkshake, sochnik (?) with black currant filling & my silly fatty face 🤗

973 kcals for the whole day, i guess that's not bad

breakie : 231kcals

drainage drink & almond milk protein shake, frappe flavoured

okay crap i guess i should start calorie counting again 🤗

the hematoma is almost gone and the arm no longer hurts, so today I'm going to archery again)) maybe even go to class twice

today is finally a rest day and im sooo happy
already read my Bible, did some skincare & watched some youtube vids, all feels very comforting

why it looks so upsetting

happy hematoma morning!
yesterday at PE we shot a little from a bow and today i woke up like this 🙂

wow u've lost so much, that's IMPRESSIVE fr
wish i have that willpower :(

why am I so hungry when I'm restricting but when I allow myself everything, I'm tormented for hours in thoughts of "what should I pick to eat" and then fast till my hands are shaking

fasting is so addictive

same! it motivates me somehow

sometimes i feel overwhelmingly beautiful
but then i look in the mirror and this stupid feeling disappears for ages

+++ i even started to slowly rewatch it from the very first episode while watching 8th season 🫠🫠

what if i finish watching "desperate housewives" this weekend? what to do after... for 180 episodes i lived with life events of unknown women from the tv screen, so im not really sure what to watch & whom to live by next

WOWOWOW CONGRATULATIONS!!

— 𐙚 deliah’s #edsky intro ! 📖

20, — high sw + ugw 39kg༉
꒰ gilmore girls stan : rory lover! ꒱ ˖ ˚ ♡ .

♡ / ↻ to be moots !

started to read "pet cemetery", hope I'll finish it this time
halloween is over, but I got the right vibe only today so -

I have terminal “well I didn’t eat dinner, so I guess I will have 1800 calories worth of snacks instead” disease