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@alexaauer.bsky.social

Writer, reader, cat lover, 20+ y/o, any pronouns.

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What I try to explain to people is that writing a book is hard and sometimes miserable and editing a book is hard and sometimes miserable but then once in a while everything crystallizes and you can see how to make it really good and itโ€™s the best feeling in the world. Thatโ€™s where I am right now.

03.07.2025 04:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1519    ๐Ÿ” 68    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 44    ๐Ÿ“Œ 5
A brown pet rat sticking her snout through a soft blue hammock. She looks pleased.

A brown pet rat sticking her snout through a soft blue hammock. She looks pleased.

Sleeping through the summer heat ๐ŸŒž

29.06.2025 20:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 47    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A pet rat holding a human's hand with one paw. She has her eyes closed and appears to be in the middle of a sneeze.

A pet rat holding a human's hand with one paw. She has her eyes closed and appears to be in the middle of a sneeze.

11 am, Thebe time. Today mid-sneeze.

19.06.2025 09:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 220    ๐Ÿ” 24    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I wish more people understood that AI-assisted โ€œsearchโ€ is often this.

Sure, hereโ€™s some papers to cite on this topic.
โ€ฆ I very apologize, they are not real papers

16.06.2025 19:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 291    ๐Ÿ” 99    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

โ€žHe felt like a drowned rat.โ€œ

11.06.2025 11:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Havenโ€™t had any success at befriending a crow or a ravenโ€ฆ YETโ€ฆ but I think the pigeons that lurk near the grocery store I go to are starting to recognize me and the peanuts I give them and they are so stinking cute

10.06.2025 07:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
this user supports crows, ravens, and their agenda
corvid haters unfollow immediately

this user supports crows, ravens, and their agenda corvid haters unfollow immediately

08.06.2025 13:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 17852    ๐Ÿ” 4435    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 359    ๐Ÿ“Œ 142

I HATE MY COW LICK!!!!! YOURE RUINING MY LIFE KYS

05.06.2025 09:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

yeah omg they look so skrunkly and angry to be alive ๐Ÿ˜ญ you just cant help but feel charmed by their scruffiness

05.06.2025 09:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

oh also a lot of rodent babies like rats, mice and bunniesโ€ฆ theyโ€˜re not exactly hideous but theyโ€˜re so small and naked and vulnerable that it makes me uncomfortable ๐Ÿ’”

05.06.2025 08:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

still adorable in a very fugly way

05.06.2025 08:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

birds are one of the few animals that look dreadfully hideous as babies ๐Ÿ˜ญ especially when they are fed omg their beaks become so ENORMOUS

05.06.2025 08:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

tummy full with anxiously excited bees

29.05.2025 11:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Digital painting in the tones of beige and black. 
The charred figure portrayed is petrified in a crucified pose, but nothing is holding them down but their own body. imaginary arms detach from their pose to cover their face in quiet despair.

Digital painting in the tones of beige and black. The charred figure portrayed is petrified in a crucified pose, but nothing is holding them down but their own body. imaginary arms detach from their pose to cover their face in quiet despair.

Found myself thinking about this piece again. Inspired by Cattle Decapitation' Just another body

25.05.2025 15:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 591    ๐Ÿ” 167    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

its better than the big Empty tho so. could be worse

27.05.2025 12:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

RELEASE ME

27.05.2025 12:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

having adhd is like some sick twisted kind of hunger that cant ever be truly satiated. Iโ€˜m doing the thing that I LOVE โ€” writing โ€” and still a part of me is always like More More More You need to do More This is not ENOUGH!!!! MORE!!!!!!!

27.05.2025 12:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

It makes me genuinely emotional that animals like to play, that play is kind of inherent to life.

24.05.2025 23:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 497    ๐Ÿ” 102    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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23.05.2025 23:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2662    ๐Ÿ” 451    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 112    ๐Ÿ“Œ 80
Black-and-white photo of two long-haired kittens. One is white and ginger tabby, the other is a brown tuxedo tabby. They are sitting up on a brocade tablecloth looking adorably toward the camera. Text at the bottom reads โ€œWe is brothersโ€.

Black-and-white photo of two long-haired kittens. One is white and ginger tabby, the other is a brown tuxedo tabby. They are sitting up on a brocade tablecloth looking adorably toward the camera. Text at the bottom reads โ€œWe is brothersโ€.

Little boys. ๐Ÿ’• Postcard from my collection, unsent, 1902.

23.05.2025 22:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 21741    ๐Ÿ” 2245    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 132    ๐Ÿ“Œ 74

maybe I should get myself rats in the meantimeโ€ฆ but they usually only live 2-3 years and so often die from painful tumors I really donโ€™t know if I can put myself through that heartbreak

23.05.2025 10:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

ugh it could be NOW but Iโ€™m really to broke atm so I have to be responsible. but KITTY

23.05.2025 10:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

when is it going to be my turn to have kitty

23.05.2025 10:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

finally doing that thing you didn't want to do because now you have something you want to do even less

22.05.2025 15:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1234    ๐Ÿ” 156    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 27    ๐Ÿ“Œ 36

lord grant me the discipline to go donate some plasma today I could really use the money

23.05.2025 06:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A black pen and ink illustration of a European starling.

A black pen and ink illustration of a European starling.

Starlings: theyโ€™re more striking than lovely. #birds #BirdArt

22.05.2025 01:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 331    ๐Ÿ” 47    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
drawing of a ginormous red monster holding a personโ€™s face and screaming

drawing of a ginormous red monster holding a personโ€™s face and screaming

not being able to write when writing is your special interest truly feels like this

22.05.2025 09:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I love waking up at 5 am but I do not love that my motivation already starts to fade around 11 am

21.05.2025 09:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

me every single day: I need to daydream more

20.05.2025 11:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This is your friendly reminder that generative A.I. is not "intelligence" and it's not the "wave of the future."

No.

Large Language Models (LLMs) are super-expensive bullshit machines that suck up a fuck-ton of stolen data, including private info and creative content, in order to badly mimic it.

19.05.2025 13:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2245    ๐Ÿ” 601    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 54    ๐Ÿ“Œ 36

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