Zed Santiago

R&B and Indie Dream Pop has been really healing for me this year.

Give me a bossa nova playlist, a nice iced matcha latte, and homemade fried rice and we big chillin' on this hot ass Sunday.

For someone with ZERO tattoos on their body, I follow A LOT of tattoo artists lol

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My friends' wedding playlist brings me so much joy. Festivities been over but we still lit!

New music can really have weird timing in your life. It really be the soundtrack of your life at times or even in that moment in time.

Applying for jobs day in and day out is so fucking exhausting.

I know that I've done a lot of healing since last year.. especially with everything that has happened. I'm proud of what I've done but this is one still hurts. I'm still feel angry, confused, lost, etc. I start crying and IDK I just miss my big brother a lot.

Always tell your people you love them.

Recently, some days are have been harder than others. I tell myself that I'm okay, recovered but when I think about my cousin, it still hurts a lot that he's gone and it's been about a year and a half. Sometimes I wish I took the time to catch up. Maybe it could've made a difference IDK.

I’ve been making more of an effort to tap in and check up on friends these past couple of months. I’ve noticed how healing it’s been. Feels good. Starting to feel grounded again. Slowly but surely. 😌

There is no reason for glenoaks blvd to have 3 lanes per direction. Metro needs to put a light rail line along it.

Burbank-Glendale-Pasadena LRT

Slowly but surely I think things are picking up. Feels nice. Little moves. Gotta keep in motion.

LinkedIn feels like the epitome of fake nice.

Working on myself. I thought I got a lot of clarify after Japan but I’m just still lost, trying to see it through. Shit is tough, I know that but I have to remind myself to celebrate the little wins.

Progress.

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Season 4 of The Bear. 🥹🙌🏽

Google asking you to check YouTube for sign in verification is so FUCKING STUPPPPPPIIDDDDDD.

This would hit the spot rn in this summer heat.

I mean.. it's a start I guess.

Maybe today isn’t the day I walk to a coffee shop with all these 🧊🤡 around.

Can’t shake the feeling that I didn’t do enough to contribute. IDK why.

Basically how I feel. But ever since I came back from Japan, I’m just so tempted to just start anew. 🥲😔

Doing what I can to support the cause and fight the good fight but mentally I’m so fucking drained. Feeling bad for not being out there as much as I should be.

Maybe living and working overseas for a while is the move.

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LinkedIn is the epitome of fake nice.

Cover letters are stupid and a waste of time..

Food poisoning, vertigo, fatigue, muscle spasms.. all of this in May alone.. whoopty freaking doo..

I know it's bad karma and all... BUT seeing the downfall of people who did you wrong puts a smile on my face. LMAO

I'm petty but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Going through my old tumblr archive brings back so many good memories. What a time that was.

Sinners is a 10/10 in my book. 😮‍💨

Honestly, me too.