Jay

a lot of people do that but it's very harmful bae. cause if you don't even keep down low cal/safe foods it could lead to severe nutrient deficiencies and addiction to pvrging, stay safe❤️

Day 24: How do you feel about the terms pr0-4n4/mia?

I think those terms describe someone who advocates for others to develop eds or encourages others to get worse.Idk if thinspo and congratulating moots when they lose weight counts as that and I’m very conflicted about it
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Day 23: Did the media play a role in you wanting to lose weight?

Well some forms of media like kpop did but like, I’m severely mentally ill and if I wasn’t I wouldn’t be anor3xic just because of media. Media did contribute to it, but without my trauma and mental illness I wouldn’t be anor3xic lol

Day 22: What was your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?

My cw is my lw, bmi 13.3
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Day 21: What are your clothing sizes

I haven’t bought new clothes in a very long time and I wear the same 3 outfits but like I think, for shirts and pants XXS-XL depending on how baggy I want them, for skirts and dresses I think xxs/xs and for shoes 38 EU size
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Day 20: Favorite diet?

I don’t follow a specific diet
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The ones I had were from bakeries

Day 19: When was the last time you ate fast food

Idk if pastries are considered fast food, if they are then yesterday, if they’re not like 2 days ago lol I ate a hotdog

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Day 18: What food is your weakness?

Sweets
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Day 17: Do you have an eating
d!soreder?

Nah I’m just a healthy eater
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Random asf bcs
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Day 16: When did you first decide to lose weight?

Like 3rd grade when they made me be near the bottom of the pyramid in dance and a super skinny girl on the top lool #edbsky #lemonwatersky

Day 15: Are you vegan or vegetarian? If yes, has it helped you lose weight? If not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?

I’m neither and I can’t be cause I’m a piggy and I like tuna too much🥰 #edbsky #lemonwatersky

Random bc from like 2 weeks ago
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Day 14: What’s your UGW? When do you expect to reach it?

Atp I don’t think I have one, every time I’ve hit one I’ve kept lowering it. Rn it’s 34kg/bmi 12s but ik for a fact I’ll wanna lower it again when I reach that so idk
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omg😭 tysm lol

I hit a new lw guys!!
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Day 13: Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?

Um.. in the beginning it was a healthy calorie deficit but now not so much lol.. but I don’t pvrge, use lax or fast for days so my weight loss has been pretty healthy👍🏻
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Day 12: What do you normally eat?

Fruit and vegetables, lentils, tuna, chicken breast, eggs, rice, yogurt, potatoes
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Day 11: Your favorite th!nspo blog and why

Idk😭 I don’t really look at th!nspo anymore cause I’m lower bm1 that most of the people in th!nspo pics but I’m still ugly and look fatter than them cause of my bone structure so it just depresses me further
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I genuinely don’t believe I deserve anything good or anything at all actually, I find new ways to torture myself on a daily basis. I have ocd too which sucks for me ig🙏🏻 #edbsky #lemonwatersky

also I’m scared my family will get hostile towards me and hospitalize me. My day is basically: wake up, pretend and suffer in silence, sleep, repeat. All I want in life is to be 4n0r3xic. 4na is all I am and all I have

Day 10: What’s the hardest thing you gave up during this weight loss?

Literally myself. I don’t recognize myself as a person. I don’t enjoy my hobbies. I pretend to be someone I’m not around everyone 24/7. I force myself to do things to please everyone (especially my family) cause I hate myself and

an old lady” or something like that but my brain translated that to “you’re skinnaaayyy” so I didn’t even think of it as a negative comment 😭😭
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Day 9: Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?

Not really, I think my mom would say stuff like “you’re not skinny you’re average” or “you’re well built” but that’s about it. I mean recently she told me something like “look at yourself in the mirror you look like

Day 8: Your workout routine

Light upper body exercises 3 times a day, maybe some light stretching along with that and 30 minutes manual treadmill #edbsky #lemonwatersky

Like istg they’re so obsessed with knowing every little thing about everything I do. I hate my fucking lifeee I wish they had hobbies or friends or LIVES of their own so they wouldn’t be constantly preoccupied with what I do with mine. This shit is torture fr

Day 7: Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care?

Nope they don’t know cause I lied lol. I told them “I know I’m way too skinny and I need to eat more and gain weight I’m trying to eat more” They think I’m trying to gain😭 I WISH THEY DIDN’T CARE ABOUT WHAT I DO FR #edbsky

Day 6: Do you binge? If so explain why you think you do

I think I’ve only binged once in my life (September of last year when I ate all my daily cals in morning so that was like a 1000ish cal binge) but I used to overeat a lot before developing 4na. Prob because of depression lol
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