Phishi 🐡

Thanks 🫂🫂 i hope it gets easier as well

Working & stress have me coping in awful ways 🤕 I’ve been in a really bad way this month like truly just torpedoing

Literally have been purging at work lollllll

I AM SO FUCKING DISGUSTING!!!!!

Im so fucking sad and hopeless at this job & I’m not even starving well enough lolllll I wish i could address my suicide note to my BOSS!!!!

I have been so so depressed aughh. AND i have WORK tomorrow 💥

TRUE!!!!!!!!🙅🏽‍♀️🙅🏽‍♀️🙅🏽‍♀️

They should kill whoever invented going to work..

Also had a dream where I was meeting my boss’ bosses but was trying to finish an enormous pastry which had just covereddd my palms in icing 🥴

I felt myself struggling through the last hr of my fast (fatass.) so i kinda just passed out on the couch and woke up literally the MINUTE my fast ended 😭 too goddamn silly i will never forgive my body for betraying me with such blatant over-eagerness and compulsion

This fasting app im using counts down the time u have to eat (it’s for intermittent fasting) like it would ur fast as a live activity in ur notifs & it’s actually sooo triggering !!

Oh waiter! I’ll take two of these back-to-back please! ☝️🤓

a couple years ago i used to be like reaaaallyy good at fasting. Like fasting for most of a month and rly getting into the groove of it. I’ve found it easier to restrict on short notice but I went to such a food-ladened event yesterday that I gotta put the old hat back on just to feel alright 🤢

Also i love helping out all the ladies shopping around who cant lift 50Ibs into their carts bc theyre always so impressed and gracious 🫣🫣

Misery aside, going back to work has been so great for forcing me to workout consistently and keeping me away from the ppl in my life who eat regular meals. Its a fun little magic trick that can speedrun u to abs 😳

I was just getting progressively more nude in the hallway of my bfs house at like 2 am bc i rly wanted to see that lower number. It didnt shift until i went to pee and I dropped a full pound 😩

Came home to a new lw 🥰🥰 I will never regret starving omggg it literally is always worth it !!!

Yay!! That’s awesome!! I hope u have a good and productive experience, getting psychiatric help has absolutely changed my life for the better :))

Pooping 🥳

Sometimes I feel like he’s caught on bc of how much he seems to like me. Like idk if im even good at my job i just am stupid enough to do Unpaid Labour

No i do not receive overtime for this. Because my boss doesnt know I’ve been doing it. Normal Employee 🧏🏽‍♀️

Worked a 12 hr shift no breaks bc I have no supervision and cannot leave until my work doesnt reflect poorly on my character (self-imposed) 🥴

Today im grateful for the weight I’ve lost because I can kick the old toxic mindset I brought to my friendships.
Bringing a bunch of clothes to my friends for our Outing bc I’m no longer insecure about her looking better in my clothes than I wld anymore 😩

My hands have become so chronically cold that my bfs chihuahua is starting to hate me again 😢 it is her right and whats best for her and her eensie-weensie shivering body but it still huuuurrrtttssss

I refuse to go to madison square garden this bloated. If my bf tries to feed me im gonna BITE HIMM 😡

Ugh my bf made lovely soup last night but now i can FEEL how much sodium he allowed in 🤢 im retaining so much water i feel awful. Esp in my hands. Why would he do this to me ON PURPOSE!!!!!!!!

@ work and theyre playing hunger by florence 😩🤰🏽

Right like 😭 theres a bunch of other ppl in the feed confused as hell so it seems like some kind of bot or spam thing :P

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