Beth Blade

When you’re thinking the absolute worst things about yourself and your cat turns around and give you daggers and starts licking your hand. I swear animals are psychic sometimes. Or there’s some distress hormone we give off that they can smell.

I’m so fucking mad at him. For fooling everyone for years and then being so pedestrian as to be just like every other abuser. Links a website of fanboys ‘confirming’ his innocence and then in the same post starts plugging his new book? 🙄🤮

Good as you should. Don’t let whatever it is bring your night down.

That’s not true Brian. What’s up?

I feel so lost.

I’ve been bed rotting since Christmas, feeling unwell all the time. My inspiration, passion + drive have disappeared whilst my peers are achieving the dreams I want + my head tells me it’s cause I’ve never been good enough. Also aware how selfish feeling like this is when people are literally dying.

Apparently it’s the 3rd month in a row I’m here to self indulgently express that I’m having a very down day. I’ve ruminated and cried myself into an absolute state for the last hour and struggling to get out of bed even though I have a lot to do today. Send help.

I usually live life with a high level of anxiety which is my norm that I try to manage as best I can so it’s rare I feel depressed but today has been a really down day and I feel quite sad.

Feeling incredibly anxious today, everything is making me want to cry, the thoughts inside my own head too, post gig pictures making me want to crawl out my skin, ruminating over things I can’t change that still hurt + sick of feeling poorly + exhausted. My brain isn’t on my side today 😢 Plz stop!

Thanks dude!! ♥️🤘🏻

Bat cat na na na na na na na na Bat cat!

I’m sure that’s not the case Brian. But what I can tell you is if you don’t talk about it you’ll just punish yourself over it repeatedly in your mind when you don’t need to.

You didn’t mention this Brian. What happened?

And people wonder why independent musicians are struggling, a price increase of £600 pounds on ordering a batch of CDs for the exact same thing just 3 years later 🙄

Sometimes I really do hate having such a complex heart and brain. Seeing the nuisance of all sides and battling with my conscience about it all. There are very few things that switch it off and it can be exhausting being so aware all the time of the hypocrisy of the human condition.

It’s always surprising to me that people forget that music and art are inherently political. Even when it’s not intended to be.

Crying over a fictional horse… thanks Hannah Kaner

and then I tried an ice cream I never had before and whilst all the flavours were great the mix of textures made it hard to eat and had an argument with myself to swallow every bite 😂

Sometimes I think maybe I’m not AuDHD but then in the same day I wasn’t able to get myself ready on time even though I had plenty of time and had anxiety knowing I was going to be late which made me struggle more to function

It’s a sad state of affairs when the only prime minister in living memory that had any balls was the one Hugh Grant played in Love Actually.

I don’t even know anymore. 😂 what the actual fuck.

That’s the word I used. Horrifying.

Baby of brain-dead woman delivered in Georgia, woman's mother says - BBC News The woman was being kept on life support because of Georgia's strict abortion laws.

Oh boy.

www.bbc.co.uk/news/article...

Between this and a dead woman being used as an incubator for a 9 week old fetus we are FUCKED.

What have they done now? Other than being Pulp that is.

Saw the amazing @bethblade.bsky.social last night play an acoustic gig...absolutely brilliant vocals,and fantastic to meet you after 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿🎶✨️

On the way home from a gig and missing @he6rt6gr6m.bsky.social and I think he may be asleep so just a little note to say I love him for the morning ♥️🥰

@he6rt6gr6m.bsky.social 😍

Keep the snakes AWAY from the bunnies and from Tam!

Greta Thunberg and Liam Cunningham have bigger balls that all the world leaders combined.