rowan

i can’t even be mad at people saying that ed bitches are miserable bc i do be miserable

i’m gonna tell everyone in the house i’m going vegetarian for a month so they don’t question me

*googles how much weight i can lose in 5 weeks if i do it in an insanely unhealthy way*

i have to lose an exorbitant amount of weight before my ptv concert in may the question is am i strong enough

hi yall

the perpetual feeling that i’ll only begin to not be seen as a woman once i start losing weight （＾∇＾）

how are you trans and suffering from an ed bitch pick a struggle

i just want to lose weight in my face is that too much to ask for

“to lose weight you have to become comfortable with being hungry sometimes”

ong imma do better in february like it’s cold im depressed i binge when im winter depressed

well

i ignored my binge urges no one can touch me

this giving me some motivation i have a walking pad so maybe it won’t be too terrible 😔

and what i want is to keep the weight loss maintained

yall like i can definitely lose weight without exercising right? 😭😭 i know this seems like a dumb question but im deadass too depressed to exercise consistently but everyone’s always saying you need to
#edsky #catterpillarsky

fuck it we intermittent fasting

and i can’t fast im starting uni again next week and i actually need to be focused and aware this semester

like my room is on the bottom floor near the kitchen and im usually up until like 5am i literally can’t stop

on a real note HOW DO I STOP BINGING HOW HOWWWW

2026 gonna be my year i swear 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

just realized my life sucks bc i haven’t been drinking my morning iced coffee/matcha

locking in

this year i’m quitting drinking soda cold turkey wish me luck (i just had 4 cans of coke in 20 minutes earlier)

happy new year 🥰

2025 gonna be my year i swear 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

i’m scared to look at my scale

i’m depressed year round so my life ranges from “livable” depression to “nothing is worth it” depression. i’m in the latter phase currently but the main problem is that it’s also the “eat everything in sight because nothing matters” phase.