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ig by "next to nothing" and "only laundry" we meant also vacuuming and taking care of trash and sweeping 🤣😭 but we've been needing to vacuum for awhile and with those (and a few other random things) off the list i feel like we might be able to let ourselves rest this afternoon. long as PTSD stays BG

ooh, Noice. been a min since we watched that. we should fix that huh.

had the leftovers, some pistachios, and now a peppermint. hoping that gets guts going. one load of laundry in, going to vacuum when B heads out (so he doesn't have to deal with the noise), been pacing and have my eye on three little to-dos within six square feet that will take less than ten minutes.

this would be a great ADHD hack if we took lax lmao. congrats on your laundry progress tho! stay hydrated now please.

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was practicing with the corkscrew we carry, flipping it like a blade with right hand (dominant). took many tries to get comfy, then realised we have to make the muscles even! so we tried it with left hand and got it in four tries...beginning to think we need to recategorise hand/limb dominance lmao.

sleepy twinning. pretty drained and out of it, trying to remind myself the only things we Need to do Today are eating and laundry. hope you are able to get some better sleep tonight!

td omad gn b lftovrs n mb 1 o da cookez we md lst nt :3 nt feeln hngy bt stmmy grwln n hv t wrk tmrw

m so eepy bt cn't rlx 😓

very interesting, ty for sharing!! and im sorry dude i hope u can get to the dentist soon, tooth pain don't fuck around 😭 sending healing vibes 🖤

what do cloves help with? i love them but only ever use them with cinnamon, i think tea could be quite interesting tho, im quite curious about this!

exhausted, experiencing exasperation
trouble trying trippy tips'n'tricks
mattress apprehension
flashbacks happenin'
have been
slumped'n'sleepy
sly but weepy
back burns
*beep* so
f'in' eepy
(~vik)

didn't realise you have that! makes sense, sadly :/ that's cool u have a group tho!! didn't occur to me that that'd be a thing

this the first time you noticed or it occurred to you? it always feels strange to me when i realise something isn't actually how i assumed it is/should be 😅😂

the tips of my middle fingers are the mostly commonly affected and it cracks me up every time 😂 like yep the correct ones are being highlighted 😎🤣 it's such a weird syndrome

ate 1/3 of the beans n rice...full, don't wanna finish, but they might not save well and we can't waste 😬 Others might not be as picky about leftovers tho so maybe we should just wrap it?? IDK UGH it's almost 2100 and there's still 90% of the salad too WHY DO WE DO THIS 😭 WE WEREN'T HUNGRY, DAMMIT!!

...REALLY late FUCK omFG why can't we just FUNCTION GAAAHHHHH 🤣🙃😭

late omad starting shortly ahahaha ugh

fuckin real 😭

YEAH it occurred to me when i was sharing a sundae with someone and they're like WHY ARE YOUR FINGERS SO WHITE and then of course i had to watch them go through the entire colour spectrum. like my hands in the winter usually tend to be purple/orange/red/blue, but when ice cream happened in summer? 😅

goodnight my fren hope u can sleep well :3 <3

im tired of crying but ash doesn't want to leave the loss alone yet. like girl we can still remember the happy parts of E's life tonight, and tomorrow we can revisit exacerbating this migraine. it's okay, i swear, we'll get through this.

decided we should eat even though we aren't driving tomorrow. today was a big day, and i forgot that instead of 3 days it's a 1 day weekend, so we need to do next to nothing tomorrow. going to wash some rice and then do calming stretches while we decide whether to accompany it with beans or lentils.

maybe we'll sit outside for a bit. it's still light. we can watch the sun go down even if it's not super vibrant tonight.

service was good but im drained and don't want to do anything, or eat anything, or talk to anyone, or choose what background noise to employ. i still have my bag over my shoulder and hoodies on, pacing in my room cos the smells in the house shocked my system as soon as we opened the door. fuck this.

unsure tbh...they were always inconsistent and rough, and when the fibro symptoms in general started getting worse, that affected it as well. it was a bit too complex of a situation for me to give a proper answer. mentally/emotionally, it was harder to deal with getting it back than just keeping it.

ugh that does suck...when we lost ours it was for the very short time we maintained lw, DO NOT RECOMMEND. it came back in the 15s and i wanted to 🎲💀

damn, y'all have been through so much...here's to 10 more! :') 💖

such a fluffy boi 😭 you did what you could and i know he knew he was loved! sending much peace <33