Trixie Gets Ideas

Just found out kidlet and co are looking at Cleveland, TX for their next move…

Anyone? Help me out with info, resources, etc.

#BlueDotsRedState

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Laundry going, pods queued up and streaming…

PT this morning, then hardcore KP because my little apartment community is having an Open Table Feast supper with each other.

I love when my home is also in service with my heart.

Love this pod.

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16 days until girls’ weekend… #D3 making all these spirits bright…

You avoided her while she was healing generational abuse, solving money problems, fighting off loneliness, dealt with her mental health, bore physical pain, struggled for stability, all while holding those secrets inside? If she still showed up for you-YOU FAILED HER, SHE WAS PRESENT FOR YOU.

I wanted to be at Joshua Radin tonight in Denver.

Layoffs. Budgets. Responsibilities.

Vowing not to miss it next time around.

Live music is life affirming.

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I don’t know what I was thinking…

…I just know that I’m going to have to make some deeper cuts to survive these next 4 months financially.

Hmm.

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…dreaming about sunshine and humidity…

It’s 33 days until #girlsweekend!!

Their last $14 of SNAP: dozen eggs, 2 bags rice, 2 bag dried red beans, a half gallon milk, dozen ramen bricks and 4 cups of yogurt.

No treats. No sob story. Just stretching it as far into November as they can.

I sent a can of baby formula w/a case of water, and my best friend matched it.

That’s my guy, too!

Noice!

Congratulations! I’m so happy for you.

I’m sitting in the parking lot of the grocery store with the last $13 I have to my name wondering if I should buy food, or put it in the gas tank.

I’m sorry. The layoffs with an expiration date are, to me, the worst.

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Give, but don’t complain. Offer ideas, but don’t criticize.

Who TF did you think I was for all these years?

…the last mediation.

Chewey dog and I have been settling in at our place.

Today, I forgot to put the piddle pads down for the time I was going to be gone.

He’s so much happier here with me in CO.

Utter sh*tshow of a day.

Local library had “A Good Year” dvd to loan…

I am attempting to course-correct for tomorrow’s continued messy living experiment.

It was yum and low key, and just what I needed.

Recovery, for me right now, means a baking tray full of warm cinnamon toast that imma eat by myself while watching “The Craft”, “Practical Magic”, and “The Witches of Eastwick”.

And there’s egg nog chai, too.

Don’t judge me.

I do this, too; I call myself Girlie.

1000% me.

Can you please move forward with impeachment? Sincerely, a constituent

*and

Hey! Another good thing happened today: class action settlement came and I got $350!! Deposit and then internet shopping for apartment comforts.

Immediately bought a daybed/couch and coffee table for the living room.
Delivery tomorrow!

Starting over, again? Yeah, I can do that. #tenaciousTrixie

Thank you. Those affirmations go in a notebook for the down days. Cause it ain’t all a hay ride, and we all know it. 😎

I did get those at the end. Being in recovery, I declined a script; IV only in hosp. My sobriety has become a very important partner to my integrity.
I can’t thank you enough, the support you have given me these past months… it’s life-altering.

Well, of course I was “rude & difficult” so got treated to extra sedatives. The ovary didn’t rupture, but the 4 follicular cysts did.

The shock on their faces as they saw one blow in real time since the ultrasound tech video’d the exam.

This is why we choose the bear, too. I feel slightly better.

I spent the day at the hospital with PCOS symptoms. I know because I’ve been dx’d with PCOS since my early 20s. The pain is indescribable.

Not once did the urgent care provider, ER docs, or MA’s ask me about the ovary that didn’t get raptured.

The female providers doing the scans asked, though.

Can’t have a bigger shark in that water… @mcuban.bsky.social