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@crumpledleaf.bsky.social

living with severe ME/CFS. he/him.

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Can you spare a minute to help this campaign? Save Savannah Victora-May - Prevent Another ME/CFS Tragedy

another day, another person with severe ME being mistreated in an NHS hospital ๐Ÿ’”. please sign her petition for appropriate care!
chng.it/JfzLXdZzzH

22.07.2025 20:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Sign the Petition The NHS must take measures to STOP Dill deteriorating

Plz sign and share this petition to help Dill, a severely ill pwME in UK hospital. #MECFS #LongCovid

www.change.org/p/the-nhs-mu...

19.07.2025 19:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

in a fairer world, there would be hell to pay for the torture and human rights abuses being visited on this poor man.

this article contains a link to his fundraiser. please donate/read/share โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

23.05.2025 11:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Very Severe ME is a relentless suppression of everything it means to be human, a denial of nearly every one of the most basic instincts and desires.

And where even the capacity to grieve or process that incomprehensible loss is taken away.

12.04.2025 22:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 32    ๐Ÿ” 7    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

@bhanlon15.bsky.social, @tomkindlon.bsky.social, @betsyladyzhets.bsky.social

If it felt right sharing this article about a very severe #pwME in need, it would be very appreciated ๐Ÿงก

09.04.2025 19:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The subject of this article is a friend of mine. His circumstances are utterly heartbreaking and yet, somehow, he remains a warm and kind young man. It would mean something to me if you read his story.

09.04.2025 19:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 14    ๐Ÿ” 7    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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An international emergency task force is urgently needed for Severe Long COVID and ME crisis cases - The Sick Times Without one, Severe advocates are putting themselves at risk. Itโ€™s time for advocacy organizations to step up. Writerโ€™s note: In this essay, I deliberately capitalize different categories of ME in ord...

"The Severe....recognize the depths of the pit of horror that the Very Severe may find themselves stuck in...yet by leaning over to lend a hand, we risk falling further into the quicksand ourselves."

Vital op-ed by Sam Pearce in @thesicktimes.bsky.social

thesicktimes.org/2025/04/04/a...

04.04.2025 15:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 22    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

you end your explanation by saying โ€œdoes that make sense?โ€ and feel self conscious about the note of pleading in your voice. youโ€™ve been asking this question more often latelyโ€”perhaps a sign of cognitive decline. the worry barely registers. not like you can do anything about it.

02.04.2025 13:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

every explanatory step you take is an act of faith. how to stay oriented when foresight and hindsight are impossible?

02.04.2025 13:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

you have ME and something needs explaining.

you begin to talk. you know the final destinationโ€”your understanding, sharedโ€”but your working memory is too shot to devise and hold in it a route there.

02.04.2025 13:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

weโ€™re both severe. our personal care assistants (paid for by the US government) handle household responsibilities and food prep as weโ€™re too sick. we split household expenses and support each other practically and emotionally as much as we can.

07.03.2025 14:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

For years, my friend has relentlessly pursued help from relevant medical/social programs in Poland with no notable successes. Itโ€™s all made very difficult because ME is not recognized in Poland.

23.02.2025 19:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I have a friend with very severe ME in a dire situation in Poland. He is entirely bedridden and functionally blind (he must wear an eye mask 24/7 due to light sensitivity.) On top of this, he is being horribly abusedโ€”physically, psychologically, and sexuallyโ€”by his only caretaker (a family member).

23.02.2025 19:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
a tweet which reads: โ€œI have a blind friend with ME and other neurological issues who is being physically abused by a family member, they need access to some form of disability-friendly domestic abuse assistance in Poland/the EU. Any help welcome.โ€

a tweet which reads: โ€œI have a blind friend with ME and other neurological issues who is being physically abused by a family member, they need access to some form of disability-friendly domestic abuse assistance in Poland/the EU. Any help welcome.โ€

This tweet is about a friend of mine with very severe ME โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน. If you have any ideas, please let me know! #pwme #MECFS

20.02.2025 19:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
How to: Use Signal Download location: Google Play Store, Apple App Store System requirements: Android 5 or later, iOS 13 or later Version used in this guide: Android: 7.0. iPhone: 7.0 License: GPLv3 Level: Beginner Time...

Some useful Surveillance Self Defense links for people who want to lock their shit down right now:

Attending a protest: ssd.eff.org/module/atten...

How to Use Signal: ssd.eff.org/module/how-t...

Security starter pack: ssd.eff.org/playlist/wan...

03.02.2025 06:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1699    ๐Ÿ” 997    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 72    ๐Ÿ“Œ 33

as someone who became homebound at 13, itโ€™s hard to relate when pwME who got sick in their 20s lament โ€œthese were supposed to be my fun yearsโ€

i feel confused: โ€œsupposed toโ€? then i remember ppl didnโ€™t nesc spend their teenage years having โ€œyouโ€™re owed nothing in lifeโ€ curbstomped into them

26.01.2025 03:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Hierarchies other than class are actually real. People donโ€™t like this fact because โ€œthe 1%โ€ is a more appealing fraction for โ€œpeople who have an interest in exploiting othersโ€ compared to idk the 50% or 80% or whatever the more realistic fraction is for people benefiting from *someoneโ€™s* oppression

21.01.2025 17:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 33    ๐Ÿ” 6    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

and i want to read it ๐Ÿ˜ฌโค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน. the way people donโ€™t want to hear anything bad about our specialists, youโ€™d think all it took to be a good one is just believing ME is real. we deserve way more than just thatโ€”integrity, compassion, affordability vs extracting revenue from ppl likely to be struggling

31.12.2024 19:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Infectious diseases killed Victorian children at alarming rates โ€” their novels highlight the fragility of public health today Between 40% and 50% of children didnโ€™t live past 5 in the US during the 19th century. Popular authors like Charles Dickens documented the common but no less gutting grief of losing a child.

Science affords us the luxury of forgetting the impact of infectious diseases
- In the 1st half of the 19th century 40-50% of children in US did not make it past the age of 5
- TB killed 1 in 7 people in US and Europe
- smallpox killed 80% of infected children
theconversation.com/infectious-d...

29.12.2024 17:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 968    ๐Ÿ” 473    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 28    ๐Ÿ“Œ 31

โ€ฆtherefore, a modest positive trend on some surveys is not proof a drug def works for a subset of us

and it should be unsurprising that a drug doesnโ€™t work given we still donโ€™t know what the mechanism of ME is. these trials will remain extremely long shots in the dark until we do, unfortunately

16.12.2024 00:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
a graph. the vertical axis is labeled โ€œmean SF-36-PF raw scoresโ€ and the horizontal axis is labeled โ€œtime in monthsโ€. there are two lines, a red and a blue one, corresponding to the treatment and placebo groups in the rituximab phase 3 trial. there is substantial overlap in these linesโ€”they are virtually identicalโ€”indicating no difference in how patients fared in the two groups.

a graph. the vertical axis is labeled โ€œmean SF-36-PF raw scoresโ€ and the horizontal axis is labeled โ€œtime in monthsโ€. there are two lines, a red and a blue one, corresponding to the treatment and placebo groups in the rituximab phase 3 trial. there is substantial overlap in these linesโ€”they are virtually identicalโ€”indicating no difference in how patients fared in the two groups.

i wish everyone who comments on ME clinical trials would internalize this image. the blue line is the health scores of the placebo group in the rituximab phase III trial

it shows that not only did rituximab not work, but pwME on a placebo report a modest benefit on some health surveys over time

16.12.2024 00:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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My Life As a Homeless Man in America An extraordinary firsthand account.

Don't believe I've ever read a more singularly captivating piece about how easy it is to become homeless in America, and what that experience is like. www.esquire.com/news-politic...

27.11.2024 18:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 21    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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NIH funding for ME/CFS in 2024 - ME/CFS Skeptic In 2024, the National Institutes of Health (NIH) will fund 25 research projects on myalgicContinue readingNIH funding for ME/CFS in 2024

1) Which ME/CFS studies did the National Institutes of Health (NIH) fund in 2024?

We published a new blog post that briefly describes all projects.
mecfsskeptic.com/nih...

23.11.2024 13:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 28    ๐Ÿ” 16    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

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