Vio Astaris | 7.3'd!

actually. yeah. im just gonna do that. bye and goodnight.

tired. thinking about a short hiatus. we'll see how i feel in the morning.

so so gorgeous always <3

CRUMPLING NOW,

(finally getting around to reading fics in my read later pile) I am going to crumple up into a Little Paper Ball.

THAT WE DO!!!!!!!!! THAT WE DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As for the deleted scene (which in itself is sfw)....

In the background: Thancred (left), seen from the back, stands with his weapon drawn upon his shoulders and stance wide. A morbol (right), stands menacingly in front of a large, curved branch. The setting is St. Mocianne's Arboretum. In the foreground: A small rectangular screenshot of an AO3 fic title and description. The title reads, "Entangle, O Emerald Ivy" and the author below is CosmicAugur. The description reads, "A Forum commission gone dreadfully awry. An abandoned facility whose life housed within pulses and breathes as one. A morbol with a peculiarly invasive way of preparing its prey for consumption. Urianger can but pray she'll locate her erstwhile companion ere he become its date AND its dinner. Labeled noncon for the incident between Thancred and the morbol; dubcon for the sex pollen's effects afterwards."

Entangle, O Emerald Ivy | Explicit | Noncon / Dubcon | 25.2K Words | Endwalker Spoilers (Patch 6.55)

#nsfw | #thanuri / #uricred / #urithan | fic tags in post below

never any pressure but YES PLEASE

xydan and drakos standing one behind the other, with several weapons behind the two projected by drakos herself.

close up

UNLIMITED BLADE WORKS.

#drakoswol

I don't wanna know how many times I queued into St Mocianne's Arboretum normal in explorer mode to get a feel for describing the setting (or how many times I got kicked OUT of St. Mocianne's Arboretum for inactivity. bc I was writing.). but I bet it was a lot

I couldn't pick a FAVORITE favorite (honestly this is one of those fics that I love every single line I've written) but the "spun the hallmark Sharlayan spiral" line made me so giddy when I wrote it

from my fic I finished and posted literally yesterday, "Entangle, O Emerald Ivy" :D

(case in point: ardbert gets on him because he somehow managed to make fishing (FISHING.) the most STRESSFUL thing in the world. refuses to just sit and drink in the peace of nature, he needs to be completely focused and calculating and in tune at all times. too high strung)

he overextends himself always in times of fair health. he will do anything you tell him to if it needs to be done. he is always busy, always somewhere new, always doing SOMETHING because he dies a little more for every second he is stationary, and that's not the type of death he craves

#shonnaaotd buried deep (deep. DEEP. go deeper.) beneath his eternal urge for martyrdom is an unquenchable desire to just be wanted. not even necessarily loved. he wants to know he is not a burden, that he is useful. but he conflates that with his urge to die and cannot distinguish the two

As for the deleted scene (which in itself is sfw)....

reposted for formatting/the image in the first post wasn't centered and it was bugging the shit outta me lmao

Screenshot of fic tags; Patch 6.5: Growing Light Spoilers (Final Fantasy XIV) , noncon , dubcon , Monsterfucking | Teratophilia , Sex Pollen , Tentacles , technically they're vines but you know , Sensory Deprivation , Olfactophilia | Scent Kink , Emetophilia , handjob , Mutual Masturbation , Hallucinations , Spit As Lube , Fantasy Sex , Penis In Vagina Sex , Breeding Kink , Multiple Orgasms , many many orgasms , nonconsentacles abound , in which St. Mocianne's Arboretum is a primal , no I will not elaborate , depictions of violence , Trans Urianger Augurelt , Genderfluid Urianger Augurelt

In the background: Thancred (left), seen from the back, stands with his weapon drawn upon his shoulders and stance wide. A morbol (right), stands menacingly in front of a large, curved branch. The setting is St. Mocianne's Arboretum. In the foreground: A small rectangular screenshot of an AO3 fic title and description. The title reads, "Entangle, O Emerald Ivy" and the author below is CosmicAugur. The description reads, "A Forum commission gone dreadfully awry. An abandoned facility whose life housed within pulses and breathes as one. A morbol with a peculiarly invasive way of preparing its prey for consumption. Urianger can but pray she'll locate her erstwhile companion ere he become its date AND its dinner. Labeled noncon for the incident between Thancred and the morbol; dubcon for the sex pollen's effects afterwards."

Entangle, O Emerald Ivy | Explicit | Noncon / Dubcon | 25.2K Words | Endwalker Spoilers (Patch 6.55)

#nsfw | #thanuri / #uricred / #urithan | fic tags in post below

Isunnyc: can we take a moment to just think about how incredibly scary magical healing is in-context? You get your insides ripped open but your friend waves his hands and your flesh just pulls back together, agony and evisceration pulling back to a 'kinda hurts' level of pain and you're physically whole, with the 100% expectation that you'll get back up and keep fighting whatever it was that struck you down the first time. You break your arm after falling somewhere and after you're healed instead of looking for 'another way around' everybody just looks at you and goes "okay try again". You've been fighting for hours, you're hungry, thirsty, bleeding, crying from exhaustion, and a hand-wave happens and only two of those things go away. you're still hungry, you're still weak from thirst, but the handwave means you have 'no excuse' to stop.

healers get to be a little fucked up and scary too, as a treat

sharlayan and ishgard are like sisters to me. they're like the ocs you keep thinking about against your will bc they keep plaguing you with The Visions while you're trying to exist normally

oh yeah. as a reminder for myself. I WILL be posting a deleted scene from the fic that I loved but needed to scrap. at Some Point Soon. good ol thanuri sharlayan politics discussion

divide by zero made me SCREAM that's so funny, you're so right

ohh but the comment I just got on the fic made me wanna cry /pos 🥹🥹🥹🥹

though tbf I made that post while I was in fight or flight survival mode so I wasn't thinking clearly. if anyone's looking for it and it's gone, I'll be remaking it and reposting it sometime today

the thing abt bsky is there's no. formatting cohesion. things that look huge on desktop look way smaller on mobile bc the size isn't adjusted for mobile screens, it just is how it is. and zooming on desktop leaves much to be desired. mobile too if there's more than one image

I'm gonna redo that fic alert post. everything looked so huge in gimp but you upload it to bsky and its fucking tiny and unreadable. like what gives

Just a short chapter to check in on the kiddies while the dads are away at Elpis still :) hehe

gpose of yuun as she stands in a pool of blood, upon which blooms of spider lilies can be seen. streams of red & black aether are being stirred up by her presence. her hands can be seen stained with the same blood, and in one of them, she holds a star of pure, brilliant aether.

BLOOD & AETHER. #sfposing