Stevie Andujar 🦇

Choosing to believe that things are going to work out and putting my trust in the Universe 🤞🏼💫💛

I’m so tired. I’m trying so hard to think positively and trust in the universe and I AM, but it takes so much energy to. Especially when you feel like you’re in the trenches and have been for years ❤️‍🩹

Sometimes it feels so embarrassing and vulnerable to talk to someone about how you feel, even if you know they aren’t judging you 🥺❤️‍🩹

All these collective tarot readings I keep seeing better be fucking right istg 👹

I binge watched Resident Alien and immediately started it over again from the beginning. It’s my comfort show rn and I need it. As always, Alan Tudyk is such a gem 😭🫶🏼💫👽

Me trying to trust divine timing and the universe with a clenched jaw and fists 😬🫨😵‍💫👹

I keep having the urge to cut my hair shorter but also nottttt bc I’m afraid that I’ll regret it. But I think I need some shaping, tho. My last hair cut didn’t turn out exactly right. It’s not wolfie enough rn 🐺

Crashing out and I don’t know how to get a handle on itttt 💔

🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼♥️💫

omg lmao

I'm vibing with them so much! 💜

#caitvi #vicait #arcane #vi #caitlyn #arcaneart #wlw

Cherry Chapstick brandddd. A classic 🍒

Boy with red hair sitting with boy with blue hair. They are looking at each other and sitting on a skateboard

Boy with red hair smiling. Boy with blue hair hugging the other while sitting on a skateboard

Boy with blue hair hugs boy with red hair

Absolutely had to share this adorable photo set of mine and Everest’s Reki and Langa cosplay shoot from ALA for Langa’s birthday! 🩵

#sk8theinfinity #langahasegawa #rekikyan

Slowly becoming agoraphobic as my sadness consumes me. Not to be a downer. Anyway, how’s your week?

hehehe 👭🏻💫

Me lately.

I saw this bingo card and I was like “Is this play about me?” 3 bingos 🖤 Missing 5

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Back on my Yu Yu Hakusho watch! Kurama is so pretty 🌹🫶🏼

i will not chase my dreams. last night i was a raviolo running from a cartel. they called me ravioli but I was just one. no thanks

Just primal screamed in my kitchen because I dropped my adobo bottle and it broke 😀 My marbles are everywhere.

If you’re finding it difficult to stay “productive” because you keep careening between sad and tired and angry all day long...well I have no helpful advice because I am right there with you my friends 💕

I’m from Boston so I grew up living w/ freezing cold weather, but I still get cold now living in Florida for the past few years. This winter has been extra coOoOolddd ⛄️

But I like when it gets cold here. Even tho these past few days I’ve been really cold in my apartment & using my cats for warmth 🥶

A calico cat curled up asleep

Cat Content 🐱🫶🏼

YESSSS!!! You have no idea how much serotonin this brought me today 🥹💚💫

OH THANK THE UNIVERSE!! IT’S READY FOR PICKUP!! FINALLY 😭😭💚💫

When I’m healing I retreat into myself because I’m hurting. Unfortunately, for some, that looks like I’m pulling away from them. But it’s just me taking my time to heal before I can come back feeling whole again 🥺❤️‍🩹

I do communicate this with the people in my life in hopes they’ll understand 🤞🏼

What do you mean the void has a wait time?? I can’t just scream into my pillow, I have a lot of feelings and big lungs. The neighbors will hear me and call someone.

please leave your screams at the beep

This all feels like that scene in Revenge of the Sith where the Palpatine gets emergency powers, and everyone cheers meanwhile Padmé is standing there all dumbfounded like how can anyone NOT see what the fuck is going on.