Ronny Butterbagel

How many people actually give a fuck with trans dudes and our experience!??

Wdym I’ve gotta wait another week to see him??

Tangent over. I have adhd

But If he didn’t feel the same, why would he tell me that he misses me and that seeing me will be a highlight of coming home, why would he tell me he can’t wait to squish me into his chest, and why would he match my whimsy??

The ball is in my court.

I put in a refill request for my stimulants today.

I realized that’s just silly and immature of me not to communicate my feelings and I don’t wanna harbor any resentment so such a sweet guy like him. Even if he doesn’t feel the same. At least I was honest with him about my feelings.

But if youve been nude around a man who you have kissed and cuddled pretty regularly for the past few months, I do t think it’s very unreasonable to take it personally when there’s not as much reciprocity. If someone doesn’t give a fuck about me like I give a fuck about them it’s not worth it.

Nd who enjoys you but then I entered another stage of grief and kept thinkjng “oh no I’m getting attached” because normally I don’t take it personally anymore when people don’t text me back I’m not gonna beat at a dead horse. Bu

I was getting salty bc it had been feeling like I was putting in more effort to communicate with him and I even considered scaling back contact either him to see if I was just making things ul and blah blah people have their own lives but it’s certainly nice to have someone aro

Im not particularly known for being the most patient.

Now I’m thinking bro just talking to this sweet mf.

But jokes on me, HE HASNT EVEN BEEN IN THE SAME COUNTRY AS ME FOR LIKE TWO WEEKS SO I GOTTA WAIT FOR HIS ASS TO GET BAK TO THE COUNTRY. I’m not about to have this conversation over with him over text. We’re both autistic. And

It’s been so long I had forgotten what it’s like. I knew something was up because I was feeling salty because I had felt there was an unequal amount of effort being put in. But uhhhhhh he’s autistic so being hot and cold with him isn’t conducive or healthy for anything.

Things have and are changing for me. It’s been 8 years since I’ve been in a relationship but I think I’m catching feelings for man who is so fucking sweet that just thinking about him elicits a physical sensation. It’s significant enough that I know something is going on.

These last couple years I’ve felt stagnant in my healing because I was making what felt like such huge strides in my healing for the first few years of therapy. I used to fawn so fucking hard because trauma response but it’s been replaced with anger but not aggression.

This post is another reason why trans men are men. I’m posting about my boner.

Trans men are men because the dude I’ve been seeing just told me that one of the biggest highlight of getting home from his month long trip to another country is seeing me. Reading that made my dick twitch. I would have gotten butterflies pre-t.

I’m forcing him to cuddle and he’s purring now.

NOW A ZIPTIE?? This man is a MENACE

He found another charger WTF

Aether tries to sneak licks of my scalp sometimes. He did it just now so I cord him off my pillow snd then he started attacking my chargers wtf

Bonanza james

Even if it mean he tried to hunt my nipples a couple of times.

Adopting a feral kitten as a first cat probably isn’t for everyone but in the end it has been so worth it for me as a first time pet owner because it’s an ongoing learning experience that gave me a terrific bond with a very sweet and rowdy boy who loves me very much :3

Most of the time I i give my cat a little ehh ehh in his tone and he gives me a little ehh ehh in his tone right back.

Every once in a blue moon I get on here and I beg the question: what the fuck is going on??

Fuck those cis ass shithead body builders in the 90’s who abused T and caused it to be a schedule 3 drug. Now if I ever am forced off t, I’m gonna have to rely on body builders to get it.

You’re not marginalized as a trans person for not wanting to take HRT. Complaining about how marginalized you are within transness for not wanting to take HRT used to just be annoying, but in this moment where trans healthcare is under assault it feels actively malevolent.

I haven’t been on here in a hot minute but heres my face (I’m hot)

And also I always read bsky like it as “buskky”

For as much as bigots “don’t want it shoved in their faces” when it comes to their hatred of the lgbtq community, they sure as hell have shoved themselves into our asshole. And that is something I do not nor will I ever consent too💅

I’ve see. Some around pdx and it’s a no from me dawg

I hate cyber trucks so much they’re so fucking ugly