loffy! 💫

Decided to revisit some charts…

I cannot umiyuri still and until I get 100.something in it, I cannot umiyuri.

…..

FUCK

I finally got this damn chart smh

I’m so sorry if I looked like I’m annoyed out of my mind. I’m just fighting the urge to storm out and hide away to cry. I’m not okay at all and I’ll never be okay as long as I’m still alive. I’m so close to just sleeping away for good. I’m so damn close.

I’m so disappointed in myself now, I honestly think I’m unlovable at this point. I expect too much for myself that the simplest of wishes are beyond impossible to accomplish. I’m too scared to want something now just because it seems way too impossible to reach. I hate myself so much more now.

I honestly think my last relationship set the bar way too high like I want to see my mans every week. I want someone to take care of me whenever he can. I want someone to be available for me when I need him. I feel like that’s all too much to ask now that I’m going long distance.

I think I set the bar way too high for myself. All I want is just someone to be close to me, to hold me, to cuddle with me, to just be here with me. Is that too much to ask? Is that too high of a bar to reach? I saw my friends today and they seemed so happy with each other that I’m actually jealous.

okay maybe i shouldn’t do that…

time for another few weeks of mental isolation again yayyyyy

I’m crashing out.

ONE SONG TRIGGERED A MEMORY

AND NOW I’M WASHED

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU FOR PLANTING A MEMORY INTO THAT SONG

14.5 grind again?

FINALLY THE FC I WANTED 🥹

MIKU MIKU BEAAAAAAAAMMMMM

i tried again.

me when 99.9x curse 🙃

The progression of my insanity over one song

the power of CATS

for context, this is my first run. MY FIRST RUN.

If anyone tells you Genshin Impact is a rhythm game, please don't believe them. I WAS HUMBLED SO HARD ON LEGENDARY MODE IS2G

The Maimai cabs in this one mall I played in the other day…

ain’t it for touch players.

I’m in pain.

Pep talk buff went so hard zzzz

update: S cleared finally 🥲

i hate the umiyuri pattern

i hate it so much

i hate that some songs have the pattern

i wanna bury myself in the maimai grave

i’m a disgrace

🥲🥲🥲🥲

nah because tf is this chart 😭😭😭😭

HOW FAST IS THE MIKU BEAM

i am convinced that i am so washed in maimai that even playing Last Kingdom is ass.

Of the model?

I can make one after I’m done with work. I honestly made this at the spur of the moment and it’s just to be my pfp lol

I recreated my old Roblox avatar.

It’s close enough.

one
good
break 😭

That one good slide is a fucking curse is2g.

The power of CATS

still makes me wheeze at the fact that Chuni has an entire fucking cat path

it's been a while.

life is treating me better.
i'm still washed in games.
i've disconnected myself from my social life... kinda. i want to talk to them, i just can't summon the courage or energy to.

that one great break is gonna haunt me zzzz