Muna & Call of the Depths

I'm just glad to be making anything at all again because my energy levels have left me with an awful creative block 🫠 hopefully I can get to drawing too. Finally had a "kinda wanna draw something" thought yesterday so the signs are looking good

Tried to get back into writing. Started with a couple of short silly scenes. Decided to rewrite a heavier one from the pov of another character. Got so anxious in the pov character's stead that I had to get up and leave my desk. Awesome

There are so many raspberries I'd give them if I could...!! I filled like 4 smaller containers the other day 🤯

Yup, and also worth the stomach ache that followed 😆👍

Raspberry haul from yesterday... I ate like half of these in one sitting

r/zillowgonewild has some absolute gems sometimes. Some more wild than others

From the zillowgonewild community on Reddit: Not sure why I'm so excited when a house looks easily fortifiable, but here we are. Explore this post and more from the zillowgonewild community

Obsessed obsessed obsessed with this house. The exterior is just so tastefully magical and imo the interior has such a cozy vacation home vibe. If only I was a millionaire

www.reddit.com/r/zillowgone...

Thinking way too hard about how doorways are liminal spaces

Went for a swim yesterday and the water was so warm. Like 25°C... wow

*embarrassing memory resurfaces*
AUGH... *keels over in physical pain* the cringe, the humiliation... why was I so STUPID oh my god what if everyone still remembers what a FOOLISH FOOL I was... Only a thousand lashings can soothe thi--
*remembers it happened when I was 14*
Wait. Don't care anymore

Ok, not like I was in a rush to share or even profit off of any of my works through itchio, but now I don't even think I wanna. *anguished laugh*

Straight man behaviour is circling a soccer field twice because one of the guys playing was a shirtless blonde

Watched Blue Eye Samurai yesterday, liked it way more than anticipated :D happy to hear there's a second season coming

It's just so fucking frustrating how it feels like every single shred of progression towards a more just society has to be fought over tooth and nail but regression is as easy as just reminding visa that they think fags are icky

These plotlines are getting more convoluted by the second but I welcome the creative exercise

1st time fantasizing about a meet cute: What if I flirted with a hot guy at a bar
297th time: What if I got together with a hot guy on Married at First Sight
898th time: What if a hot guy tried to rob me at gunpoint but had an emotional breakdown over life's hardships and we end up bonding

It's been a long way going from "oh god did I say something wrong, what if they think I'm weird :(" to "it was nice seeing this person again, we had a pleasant conversation :)"

Balancing shit out with positive thoughts. The good awesome news: I don't think I'm afraid of talking to people the same way I was, say, 5 years ago.
The other day I ran into an acquaintance from the dog park. I usually dread these random meetups but I left that conversation feeling pretty darn good

*huffing copium* "I do not feel! I do not yearn!!!"

Anyway, I know these "limerent" thoughts are just a symptom of stress. I'm supposed to be moving and it's making me more nervous than it should :D

Telemarketer had a distractingly pleasant voice. Forgot what I was supposed to be doing

Randomly thought about the one time I did midsummer magic spells for shits and giggles, and when I was supposed to dream of my future spouse he was shrouded in a bright red haze. Everything else was normal save for this crimson silhouette of a person. Very ominous. I should paint that dream tbh

Felt the need to bring more attention to the fact that another madagascar jewel sprouted. I did plant several seeds in hopes that at least SOME would sprout.... Am not terribly experienced with plants. But yay, our big jewel's got a little sister :)

Swan family pic from a couple weeks back :]

This comment went on to copypaste the same message like a hundred thousand times and I could not scroll to the bottom of the page. Incredible. Mmmmeeeeuuuu.....

Truly incredible what kinds of people you can run into where you least expect it. The internet is a zoo and every one of us both the animal and the visitor

A forest for gnomes....

I don't want to give a name for this experience. And I don't want to give a name for the "not wanting to give a name for this" experience either. I like what I like and that should be enough

Since I'm already writing this, I'll admit: I thought the point of labels was that they were for other people. Like it's a quick way to communicate what you're looking for and whatever. But all these posts I'm finding are like "labels are v personal and for urself<3" .....But I don't really care...!

AGH labels are too damn difficult. Who keeps up with these. I can't. Whatever I'm now [REDACTED] until proven otherwise