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Lollll just found out that my insurance plan/company is changing on July 1 so now IVF is completely up in the air

Me: let’s have a nice relaxing day today bc it’s my last day off for 2 weeks

My husband: how about we demo the closet in our bedroom

What is a good light/medium coverage foundation? I tried IT CC cream but it just clings to my dry patches 😭

We knew this was coming but I was still wildly unprepared for how much it was going to hurt. I’ll miss you forever my sweet boy ❤️

We’re letting him go tomorrow and I’m not ready to say goodbye 💔

I think we’re near the end for my sweet boy. It’s absolutely breaking my heart but he’s very obviously in pain and I can’t keep him here just to be selfish

I wish I could filter shirts by “can wear with a bra”

I switched my wardrobe over to my summer clothes so expect a snowstorm in the next week or so

Finally have an update on our IVF journey. Insurance has finally approved a full cycle. Unfortunately the clinic doesn’t have any egg retrieval openings until mid July so we still have some waiting to do

Hosting 16 people at my house this weekend for an early Easter and I truly just don’t have the energy

I actually love my current job so it would be very hard to leave but I’m tired of additional work being added with no compensation

My employer is about it be in the “find out” stage of “fuck around and find out”. I was promised a certain % increase in my salary for next fiscal year and it was not reflected in my new contract. I now have 3 interviews scheduled for next week 🤷🏻‍♀️

Update: another bridesmaid was as confused as me so the MOH sent this 😂

Also….i now have eat 3 meals a day and not ransack my kitchen like a rabid raccoon at 10pm when I realize I haven’t eaten all day?

This is the first full week my husband is home in almost 3 months and it’s so nice but also weird?? Like what do you mean I need to share the house with another person while I WFH

My first thought was a classy stripper 😂😂😂

I have no clue 😭 waiting for a few of the girls to send their outfits so I can figure it out lmao

Going on a bachelorette trip and may and one night the theme is “coyote ugly meets Bella Hadid” ….help?!

Had to ruin a coworkers life today when they started a zoom saying “happy Thursday” sorry my dear it is only Tuesday 😭

So far I only have two complaints about the process:
1. The fact that it can take up to a month for insurance to approve a full cycle
2. Because of said insurance I have to drive 3 hours round trip to this clinic for every appointment

Finished our initial testing for the IVF clinic today. Now just waiting for all the pre auths to go through insurance before we can start!!

Glad I’m not alone 😂😭

It’s the worst 😭

I’ve been putting off a work task for several weeks and finally forced myself to do it today and it took all of 5 minutes. Why am I like this

Nothing like a 50° day to make you remember life is worth living

He also rarely leaves this spot on the couch and definitely can’t get upstairs anymore so I’ve been sleeping here every night for almost a week. My back is killing me but he climbed the stairs for years to sleep with me so it’s the least I can do ❤️

Update on my cranky floof: he finally started eating again over the weekend and seems to be doing a bit better. We still don’t have a lot of time left together but I’m hoping it’s months not weeks

He’s the best boy ❤️

I just want to make him as comfortable as possible for as long as I can but the second he shows he’s in pain I know I have to let him go. He’s been my best friend for 14 years and I don’t know what I’m going to do without him

Had to take my sweet boy to the vet today. His heath has been deteriorating quickly and they said best case we have him for another week 💔