Vaneet is barely on here

You should watch For All Mankind on Apple TV looool!

It's over! 🥳

Pink- Pilled is officially out in the world today! Pink-Pilled explores women and the digital far-right, shining a light on how these communities recruit and treat women. It's been a huge, multi-year undertaking and I'm so excited to share it. manchesteruniversitypress.co.uk/politicalstu...

Guess I'll die x

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LETS FUCKING GOOOO

This doesn't mean I'm going to stop caring about everything. I'll give my time and energy where I can. But there needs to be a better balance in my life.

If you wanna hang, if you wanna know what I'm up to and catch up, text me x

I want to keep working on my friendships, I want to hang with people more, I want to text people more and chat more frequently. I want to look after myself more, giving myself time to rest and relax.

I want to, and NEED to, do less. So I'll be online less. I don't want to be online as excessively as I once was. And I really don't want to post anymore.

A big part of all this is being so aggressively online the last few years. It's had pros but it has a ton of cons and I'm sick of being sucked into useless discourse and petty fights. I'm fed up of these relationships that feel surface level. I don't know what's genuine and what isn't.

I don't know who are my actual friends and who will drop me like I never even mattered to them. I've found it hard to figure out who to invest my energy into and worry I made the wrong choices.

Despite that I've made very few friends (proper, real, deep friendships) and have mostly made acquaintances or people I dislike strongly (don't worry, if you can read this then I'm NOT talking about you).

There's a few things I do want to write, short form stuff. Maybe they will happen. But otherwise I'm hanging it up.

Doing all of this "work" has meant I've met a lot of people.

And it feels like the community agrees. I'm having a bad time of it all and want to stop.

A lot of the "work" I've done in the last few years has revolved around writing and I'm not enjoying any of that anymore. I hate publishing. I hate the constant admin and publicity. I hate it all.

I'm tired. I started getting involved in the community not even a year after coming out and after 6 years I can definitively say that I just don't think I'm cut out for it. I don't feel like anything I have been doing has much value, especially considering the time and energy it's taking.

2024 has been a wild old year with as many ups as downs. From having a menty b in NYC to switching off in Thailand, I've been reassessing my entire life.

Goodbye London, see you in a week

Imma hold your hand as I say this … you deserve that lil sweet treat.

Whenever you see one of these stories you learn: it was acquired by private equity, it took on debt to pay the new owners dividends, it raised prices to pay off the debt. Every time.

Loooool I had Asian families 🤣😭

Oh good luck, I got so much flack from my parents when I said I don't want to learn to drive lol

❤️

We definitely need to chat about it all because that game was like crack to me growing up lol

Yesssssss

I'm sick of a lot of how social media makes me feel. Sick of how I'm never sure whether my friendships are real or parasocial.

Something has gotta give. So I'm making that change

Working on building better friendships (have been and will continue to)

And working on making more texting relationships

Treating this place like a bit of a fresh start

But also want to move away from being so reliant and so hooked to hellsites

Always x

Guess I'm over here now

I'm planning to post and be on social media less in general but thought I'd at least check this out