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i found you and sent a follow! :)

sorry guys im back on edtwt i wish bskƴ had private accounts.
lmk your handle and we can be moots there! i'm DietCokeGracie on there.

i'll still post here prob just not as much.

and i tried calling her today bc she said we can call and play a game today and she didn't pick up she let it ring but guess what she's active in instagram. im thinking that she might not even want to be my friend anymore. she doesn't even reach out to me first anymore, it's always me reaching out

i tried calling her bc she was like yeahhh maybe we can call and play a game this weekend and i was so excited to get to talk to her im sure she's talked to everyone else about her new job and how things are going but i called her wishing her luck and she wanted to hang up so fast

i bought her concert ticket and everything we've had this planned for a while now.. she's always hanging out with her other friend and now i'm left in the dust

it's like what happened before all over again. why can't i keep my friends.. am i really that bad

ive been wondering if my friend even likes me anymore. she's my only friend in this area and i feel like i've gotten replaced by her other friend. they even had a sleepover together and for me it's hard work to even get ahold of her to discuss ours we've had planned for months now.

those are always nice days imo! big day went well, might be getting my own place here soon :)

those are nice too!

omg GOOD MORNING!! big day for me today.. big day for anyone else?

i could be wrong, but the way i've always known it was fasting in the sense of not eating any calories/food but still drinking drinks that aren't water like i've been drinking diet coke, coffee with milk, and cranberry juice

dirty fasting is actually working

OK ok trying dirty fasting now. im trying anything and everything under the sun to get myself to stop eating

i dont feel good and everyone is sick. uh oh. ny body better not be waiting for my trip to be sick

no one ever shames me into eating.. so naturally i stuff my face.. where's your mom when you need her

eating some beef before i start bc i really think i have some sort of deficiency im always craving it

guys im trying that flush diet that regïnä gëorgë tried in mëän gïrls but not cocktail just juice for a week

guys... im fat

a lower bmi motivates me

had candy today not a lot but still too much but it's progress and i dont beat myself up over progress

we didnt go to AYCE sushi today, bf knew ive been really upset lately and wanted to go to make me feel better.. he was so so tired tho he was half asleep so we got pub subs and watched tv which i ended up liking much more❤️❤️

ok wait so they can add verified accounts but not private accounts? fr? come on man.

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well since i fasted today, that means i can actually allow myself the AYCE sushi tonight, i wasnt gonna get it unless i fasted but didnt think i could so i expected not to go

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accidentally fasted through almost the entire day when did i become goated

confession ëvëraftër hïgh is one of my comfort shows

drinking a bunch of water hasnt even been helping. i drink over 2L every day and i still binge/overeat

and on that note i think we're getting AYCE sushi tonight

yesterday was a flop.. again... i ate so many sweets yesterday. the good news is that i stayed under maintenance. but i still feel the guilt and all my wasted potential

im really sad. something happened and i cant say bc people dont really understand like i do and automatically get defensivr saying i deserve better. but its not like that at all.

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omg ok just had the craziet idea... maybe i just need to fast at dinner time so i can still eat dinner and function at work and also starve and fast and lose weight