Ocelot Tea

Is is just humidity? I found it horrific coming back to wet Auckland 30'C compared to the dry Texas or Colorado 40'C.

That's always a pain. Some of mine ended up being vestibular migraines, it's chilled out a tonne since I got on preventer meds.

About 5am usually, if it's earlier than that I try to go back to sleep :'D

You can't just drop these with no lore 👀

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I use a bunch of brushes from The Big One and I'm seriously considering the plant/foliage brushes also.

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I have had this as my iPad background since I first saw you post it. I have no regrets.

It takes a little while to get into the new workflow, but other than a few weird iPad OS issues, I find it's pretty intuitive after a while.
There are also some great brush packs if you're into that kinda thing!

It's so unhinged I don't even know, lol. This is one of those "bro, are you ok?" posts.

This is fine :3

Excuse me it contains FISH, I need at least 10 right now.

Gaye.

Cat Jesus confirmed. All hail the messiah of catte.

What is this rock you speak of?

I wouldn't wish this on most of my enemies, the inflammation, nor the pain and day-in-day-out fatigue. I started referring to myself as an invalid because boy howdy when you can barely get out of bed and feed/water yourself for weeks it sure feels like that's a good descriptor.

Eugh, that's absolutely no fun. It doesn't sound like my pain is as high as yours has been/is most of the time, and thankfully I've found a medication that works once I got diagnosed (Crohn's and chronic migraines), so aside from the occasional codeine my lingering symptoms are the fatigue.

The brain fog is real. I avoid instigating conversations a lot more than I would like because I am just exhausted, and having to track the extra social obligation when I'm in pain is just too much some days. It's the same reason I just vanish from social media when I'm too out of it. RIP.

I mean that's mostly what I try to do if I have to eat out.
The last conference I went to had air filters everywhere, bless them.

How else are you supposed to eat while out though?

It's hard when you're working a service job (which art is) and thinking that every single moment awake should be work time because otherwise, you're letting your clients down.

Your physical and mental health is important too. I'm aggressively defensive of sticking to work hours now.

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I love them.