depressed gay f**

first teaser of my new song for all of u at home

"promise me you'll remember this
the way it felt, the way we kissed
just know you changed my life
you'll always have a place in mine" :')

He was very sweet and nice to me but good god they can do so much better than me

immediately after posting this I bombarded my boyfriend with so much emotional throw up it makes me feel ashamed and like I should kill myself !!! ☝️

I hate having yet another post gain traction on tumblr let me rot !!

what if i was reckless and called out from work despite not having any PTO

have to leave for work in an hour or so

I am surprisingly not hung over after drinking a (small) bottle of wine but I did sleep for like 12 hours

elmo really does hate that fucking rock so much

ok wait drunk me cooked with this one

i drank a whole bnittle biottel

chutney

on my song i go ywaaahhh yeaaah ya then YEAAAAA YEA YA ut it sounds so fuckin good man

i am not pretty but then why date me if not hink so ?? elmo hates that fucking roc kk somuch

i deserve messages a day i deserce no being ifgngroed alllllll entire day all the itm tinm time

i feel wiggly

i drank so m,uch winte wine

I’d try like crack or something it wouldn’t be my problem lmao

finally finished my song

being reckless lately I just don’t gaf anymore man lmao it’s kinda fun

its been so fucking eerie to see all the fat celebrities just deflate all at once

it’s not so bad but that might be because it’s genuinely a logistics thing and not something weird or something

it could be worse you could be in a relationship and still be alone on Valentine’s Day

I think I need to be medicated

it’s fine it’s like a daily thing it’s just been harder than usual lately

trying to work and not cry and or have visions of intense and scary scenarios real or fake

so sleepy who is surprised

i was lookign at the flavors of the $3.60 ice cream tubs for a little too long and my dad asked if i was ok and i was like yeah? and i stepped back and i realized i was literally pressed up against the door, breath fogging up the glass and everything

god gives his worst bottom dysphoria to his strongest transsexuals

thank God my 23 year old twink turned out to be vers