Jess of Gerkenwald

my preference is either a totally skippable tutorials or in world explanations, either of which augmented by a comprehensive illustrated explanation of what you can do in a menu or game log.

It's certainly worth looking into. My personal/work PC runs windows 11 for some specific productivity programs but my laptop and living room PC, for gaming and media, run Linux distros.

quite the sticker shock though. having one would be neat but the performance features would be lost on me and at that price i'd just go for a diy 808 or 909 clone or both, lol.

one really big towel and sit in front of a fan, how else?

my son, very early 20's, talks and types -exactly- that way especially when he's admitting to a fuck up. like, when i read the transcripts it popped into my head in his voice.

i think folks who are saying the transcript is obviously fake just don't have experience talking to this flavour of autist

there’s something about the first time in the (pre)fall when the moisture in the air feels cold that is just sensory bliss for me

every few days a little colder and darker . when you can go outside on a clear night and just feel your heat leach off into the void

as for the question, the aile strike

Stacks of boxes on a shelf in a closet. Some non-descriptive boxes and several for various Gundam or warhammer box sets.

two layers deep. current project was a gp02 solomon but i opened it months after receiving it and its missing a few key pieces :/

probably just going to paint minis until the sting of that is gone

this has been my whole life. it ebbs and flows but i can't even image not feeling this way.

[screams] because she doesn't believe that COVID is airborne, remember if you stay six feet a way a magical bubble cause all COVID droplets to simply disappear

PCL is way better, easier recovery for sure. a knee drop onto concrete at sufficient speed should do it.

next step is to swap out the cre8audio modules for a clock source, sequencer, lfo and vca and this box will be done

An overhead photo of a modular synthesizer on a desk. The case is white with light wood end caps and full of modules. From left to right the modules are MiaW Gris (MI Grids clone) drum sequencer, two MiaW Beaks (MI Peaks clone) multifunction module being used here as drum synths, WGD Peach unison VCO, WGD Gelato low pass filter, MiaW A D S R envelope generator, MiaW SITH sample and hold, Cre8audio Cellz voltage generator, Cre8audio chipz dual VCO & LFO, and finally a MiaW ASMR mixer. There are a rainbow of cables connecting the modules together.

the other beaks has been built. this thing has me fucking giddy. i really wish i had gotten into diy modular ages ago, this scratches every hobby and music related itch i had for years.

So many gleeful self high fives were given tonight

From left to right the modules are MiaW ADSR envelope generator, MiaW Gris (MI Grids clone), MiaW Beaks (MI Peaks clone), MiaW S|TH sample and hold, and finally a MiaW ASMR mixer

A somewhat close up photo of a modular synthesizer on a desk. The case is white and there are several modules in the case that are black and silver. From left to right the modules are MiaW A D S R envelope generator, MiaW Gris (MI Grids clone) drum sequencer, MiaW Beaks (MI Peaks clone) multifunction module being used here as a drum synth, MiaW SITH sample and hold, and finally a MiaW ASMR mixer. There are a rainbow of cables connecting the modules together.

getting this together has made me so damn happy. i now have a generative drum synth where I built every piece in the signal chain myself. serious unbridle joy at this and i still have another module to add in.

i ended up building the sample and hold module as well. just need to wait until my microcontroller order comes in and i can build the rest

A somewhat close up photo of a modular synthesizer on a desk. The case is white and there are several modules in the case that are black and silver the majority of which are unbuilt with just the front panels in place in the case. In the background of the picture are super gay pastel orange and rainbow keyboard and a blue soldering mat.

wave 2 of my decent into diy modular arrived today. a bunch MI through-hole reworks and some originals from sourcery studios. put together the five channel mixer today.
if i stick to DIY i’m pretty sure this will remain an affordable hobby
i think
maybe

probably not, but i can fool myself for now

ma'am'd again at this costco this weekend. definitive proof that looking haggard with boobs, and bonus yapping teenager, is my pathway to not getting siired to shit.

the two viral trend teens i have access to both answered that it might be eos shea butter vanilla cashmere(!?) lotion.

apparently it has a strong "vanilla yogourt-like" smell

i got ma'am'd for the first time. my increasingly grey hair and my haggard unkept burnout look keep doing the heavy lifting on getting properly gendered by the random normies of the world.

waiting for the day when my last hair turns grey and i ascend to babusya-hood

think before you speak

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the one thing i liked about myself and it has to be taken away. how is everything good that is in my life is slowing being atomized and stripped away

i feel crazy thinking like this but that is what is happening

fuck

i have a relatively negative self image - mostly brain worm driven, yes - but the one thing i've always liked is having curly hair, with a minimum amount of work it could look real good

i loved it

and the past tense it will remain 'cuz it's started to straighten out in the last two months

why

kind of wild to think of how my life would have turned out if i hadn't seen the video of revolution action one evening on much music

fun fact, that ATR album is the keystone of my entire life
it got me into breakcore
started throwing raves so i could DJ noise/breakcore
met my wife at one of the last raves i threw
without my wife i would have never had the knowledge or growth to be in a place to figure out gender stuff

What perfect albums came out when you were 16

maybe i just need to turn my door into a femmebot oaf pride flag. surely that will make me seem less unhinged.

my kids are inundating me with robophobe content and its getting to me. i have to remind them that i would happily cast off my cage of flesh for one of steel and plastic if it was possible

like, i -knew- that when i was a preteen, decades before i figured out the gender stuff

i gave up on indoor parties because of the covid risk a while ago so, barring some miracle and there being a festivals that actually has music I like in BC, this officially marks the end of my raving career, smothered by dust in a field.