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I slept for 3.5 hours, woke up for no reason and can't fall asleep because I'm thinking about my projects
And this shit happens regularly
I mean I'm happy that I have so much inspiration BUT CAN YOU LET ME SLEEP, BRAIN, I CANNOT CREATE 24/7

Got bitten by a tick again
Hate these little shits
Had 5 bites last year, one of them in fucking November!!!!!!! Why aren't y'all sleeping it's winter 😭

OKKKKK so one of my favourite songs won #eurovision but I want justice for Albania and Poland!!!! They were so fire 🔥🤩

Headache again
I was almost fine, and then I laid down to sleep, and headache returned
I laid in a bed for a fucking hour, but feels like it only gets worse, and I cannot fall asleep
Taking ibuprofen again
Why do I have so much pain in my life recently 🥲

All my skin also turns allergy-like red, like red spots EVERYWHERE, even on my legs 👍 looks intimidating

Ahh I see
I think I'm going to wait a bit so my impression from the first part would fade a little
Cause next parts could seem worse for me because of constant comparison 🥴

The problem is I need to return the book on Monday, so I have 3 days to finish it and IT'S NOT ENOUGH
I feel like I need to read a few chapters of some other book after every chapter of The Bell Jar

The Bell Jar makes me so depressed (even more depressed than normally)
I really wanted to like it and I understand why it's a significant work, but oh my god
I think I need to read it in small doses to digest it better

#booksky

Yeah it's one of these books which feel like you're slowly descending into a total madness and I LOVE this type of books!
It was the first work of Sayaka Muraka I've ever read, but now I'm ready to read literally everything she published hahhah

It's a rat sleeping on rat tails :3

How to fall asleep if your head starts to ache when you're lying down
But you can't sleep without lying down

Seemingly my body hates me today

I have a theory that I had a peculiar dream and decided to write down main points to remember it later (clearly didn't work)
Orrr I have a split personality and this note will make sense to another me who leads more exiting life 👀

does the rest of the trilogy have the same atmosphere as "Annihilation"? I don't usually read book series because I don't want to be disappointed 🥲 but I liked the first part so much that I'm almost ready to read everything else

bluesky makes me nostalgic, I guess it's my new anonymous diary now (until I forget about its existence)

I wanted to express my admiration towards Earthlings, but then I saw your post about needing a "palate cleanser" after it ahahah
You didn't like it or was it just "a bit too much"? this book is bonkers, but in a good way (at least for me)

Yeah #X.com doesn't exist to me, only #twitter

(I've no idea what does it mean but that's the type of shit I was usually posting on twitter)

A note from my old phone that has been written 6 months ago ...,......

I was so pissed off when I lost my twitter acc with 10k subscribers gathered over the years that I stopped posting on social media for like 3 years lol

Wow this looks exactly like good old Twitter