🐋 haden 🪐

countless anxiety dry-heaves and one meltdown later we are Here

screencap from parks and rec. ron swanson is on a couch, upset. caption: “(SCREAMING)”

MOVING DAY

ooh thank you! i'll get on it 🫡

i’ve done itch bundles and did manage to break into a pocket of queer MD-heads on tumblr at least! but yeah i do need to get over feeling weird about hawking my wares lol

we’ve got some on the forecast for sunday/monday and while i do want to cry (our ice storm stuff just receded to Not A Problem levels in the last ten days) i’m also so relieved it’s waiting until after my moving day 🫠

i mean i’m open to the reality that my book isn’t very marketable but it just feels more likely that something else is the problem

real question: how do indie writers successfully market their books. i have no instinct for this and would love to hear what’s worked for folks

would that boston were closer!! 😔

a dilute tortie cat sitting on a green stool reaching a paw toward the camera

the same cat still reaching her paw toward the camera but the paw has landed

petting you back

i have a friend coming tomorrow to be the labrador to my zoo cheetah! and olive is going to be riding the magic carpet of gabapentin! so things could be worse!!

dawn of the final day 24 hours remaining etc etc

equatorial guinea is the only country in africa with spanish as an official language

when you're mad at me this is who you're mad at, etc

everything is coming up ME

A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!

i’m not quite halfway through—it’s nearly 800 pages—but i still feel like it’s already earned a rec

been reading WIZARD OF THE CROW by ngũgĩ wa thiong’o and like

“hold the armed forces at shit-point” is just very very good

dark! just finished it myself a few weeks ago - really solid sci-fi

three for three, he's a genius

with one (1) break to laugh while cleaning out my medicine cabinet of the 10+ year old makeup i'd bought and tried to use in the fem-phase flare-out before figuring out the whole gender thing. lol. lmao. etc.

one week from now all my stuff will be in my new apartment which means right now is when i start communicating in only screams

50f today….downright balmy

this friday the 13th come hang out with some folks doomed by the narrative 👀

connie britton probably, but there’s a good number of pro sports folks and me not recognizing them isn’t a good measure of anything

in the box designed for “fine glassware” beside my death star cup

an old glass soda bottle foggy with dirt since i can’t clean the inside super well. it’s supposed to be clear, with maroon lettering on white surrounded by white line work bubbles CRASS Delicious Beverages

a little more packing, ft. this souvenir from my landfill job 13 years ago

YouTube video by ANTI- Records Tinariwen - "Imidiwàn n-àkall-in" (Full Album Stream)

been really digging the band tinariwen lately and this song in particular has late-episode neoscum vibes imo

The title "House of Leaves" refers to how they should have "Leaves" that "House"!
"of"

How Far Will I Go For Gender Envy

i keep seeing gifs of this one particular dude in that new game of thrones spinoff. extremely 👀 emotion. which, as someone who watched s1e1 of got and not one lick more, is so infuriating