kavi 🌹🪻

being 2 butch4butch service switches is just taking turns to dehydrate one another and doing the most to render each other unconscious

for my dykes out there- can two service butches ever stop trying to one up the other ?

we’re so back 🔁 itsover

much harder to claw your way your way back from chronic dissociation though so we will have to count this a pyrrhic victory

progress is progress and this still garnered an approving nod from my therapist so ! validation ! vindication

being able to self regulate just enough to not have a screaming meltdown but not enough to NOT immediately dissociate feels so fucking cringe fail like…..this is humiliating

ah yes personal choice informed by quite a lot of like brainrot discourse i’ve read over the years and a lot of people being very weird about it in a way that makes me very uncomfortable. i’m sure there are theorists out there who have talked about this in depth !

oh man i’ve really started to detest having a social media presence like i understand the shift to long form content and slow communication this is actually rotting my brain

learned helplessness really is the final boss huh

always a dyke in praxis tho. i hate to use the split attraction model so i won’t

like i don’t speak for other bisexuals when i say this but being bisexual is so humiliating an experience like 🧍‍♂️ i wouldn’t choose this with a gun to my head

before anyone @‘s me this is me cribbing about not having the time to, i understand why It Is the Way It Is

i wish everyone who ever wrote about metaphysics and ontology and phenomenology wrote in normal regular english lol why do i need to relearn the same language in another language to even begin to understand this shit

realizing i need a phil degree to fucking synthesize any meaning inside my own head has been the biggest L of 2025 and it’s not even march yet

forgot how excruciatingly boring socializing with straight people is like yes i asked for more hangouts but at what cost…..

why aren’t you censoring bioware…..

all my funniest jokes are purloined from thee

🤗🥰🤗 i’m also morbidly romantic it’s a match made in hell

where are these situationships mf

being byesexual is so humiliating on god they should put me down instead 😔

(nervous laughter) i’m in trouble dithering around putting off committing to either one of them by doing side quests to level up instead because this is the most stressful decision bioware has asked me to make in this entire series

AND my other option is a beautiful highly intellectual spider woman who looks like she’s been carved from marble who cares so fucking much about her city and her people and cares as much about saving the world as rook and has waves of luscious black curls framing her face and-

what do you meannnn they created a morbidly Romantic necromancer professor with greying hair who has a reanimated skeleton child/follower who wears the most exquisite jewelry i’ve seen in this game AND he waxes philosophical at the drop of a HAT-

the problem with b!ow@re games are that they’re just really well animated otome games in a big lore stuffed trenchcoat and i am once again facing multiple playthrus to romance all the LIs i want 😔

josephine i will never forget you and i will never forgive b!ow@re for making you so damn pro-orlesian 😔

like YES delysium was a revelation of a game in so many fucking ways but mostly because a decade and a half ago i would have been a HDB kinnie

i hate so much about b!ow@re but they did give us a beautiful tamil looking dyke so i can’t be too mad at them for veilguard

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