between rooms

i’m gonna have that rent and all my other bills paid because God said so.

i love the treadmill.

i am a scream stan so i’m gonna find a way to be in that theater

i’m gonna see scream 7 next week. i don’t care what it takes.

shirt feel tighter. butt getting rounder. consistency with this gym routine.

this was not my life this time last year.

my body is starting to look different.

i need to come to the gym earlier.

gym is packed this morning.

maybe i need to watch a movie tonight.
something to get my mind off of things.

i cleaned that honey that spilled and of course,
it wasn’t because why would the devil cut me some slack tonight.

i hope for a comeback story.

i feel like one of those struggling artists who is gonna get his big come up and talk about how i was homeless and had to sleep on my friend’s couch.

iphone 18 will be next since my upgrade is this year.

just got a 400 credit increase.
let’s go!

i’ve been sleeping on and off all day.

i just made a whole mindfulness lock screen with no apps on the home screen.

this is when i need boundaries.

i had a great conversation about communication before things get crazy.

*type of person who dreads when people call me to go to “the thing” but ends up having a good time when i go to “the thing”.

why am i up at close to 6am?
been up since 530.

i hope they don’t call me about going out tonight.
i’m tired.

sometimes, i don’t know who i am or need to be in order to be appreciated.

i’m gonna be downstairs because i cannot deal with k pop today.

the devil is testing me with these snow days.

these are the days i spend alone.

i nearly lost my damn airpod case.
i just broke my ipad yesterday.

luckily,
it was in the place that i was cooling down.

i’m a mess today.
Jesus.

i sat on my iPad and it just bent and has a crack on the screen.

i am done for the day.

God came through with that answer quick once i detached.

i think most people could stand for a secret bluesky account they can vent and micro journal on.

not everything needs to be a vehicle to go viral and find acceptance on social media.

i’d like them for when my airpods die, i can quickly pivot.

it’s because, at times, the background here can be disruptive and loud.

i need something to properly drown out what i don’t want to hear.