jus.

another one bites the dust.

well today went in a whole other direction than i wanted.

i feel this intense feeling to surrender to God.

i am going to win.
i always win.

i did what i could do for now.

right now, i feel tired and that’s okay.

definite day off today.
been sleep all morning.
laying here just staring at the ceiling.

i need this pause.

prosperity is my divine right because i am God’s child.

i blocked that white house account.
this is my safe space.
i don’t want to see any of their pollution.

you’ll learn a lot of about people when you fall from grace.
they will treat you like you are trash at the curb.

i’ve learned a lot about people this year.
so many people showed me who they are and gave me their asses to kiss.

i feel like i’m waking up.
this year really stretched my emotions to the limits but it was needed for my growth.

i feel so relaxed this morning.
i slept good and for some reason,
i feel really chill this morning.
going to work with this energy today.

i realized very quickly i’ve spent a majority of my life catering to so many people that i’ve blamed myself for their bad behavior.

woke up to fall back asleep because why not?

God,
i’m available for a miracle.

i don’t want to be worried or stressed anymore.
i want to live my best self because i deserve it.

i want to feel something again.

there has been a lot of chaos happening in my life.
there bas been a lot of “this chaos is happening for a reason” in my life too.

some people in my life i can only tell good news.

i’ve seen more from God this week than i ever have,
even when i’ve felt alone.

this word today is speaking to everything i’m dealing with currently.

God moves so interestingly in my life.

i wish we could all go a day without hearing that man’s name

i ask God for protecting and strength today. may he disrupt those those who try to disrupt my peace.

things are changing.

when will this roller coaster in politics end?

Bitch WTF is in this!? I haven't even finished the can and my hole is about to prolapse from how many times I've had to shit this morning!!! I bought 2 other cans too😭😭❤️

do nothing.

i am not being punished; i am being purified.

i’m scared but i have to do this.