cami camarilla

IM HERE. still fat af and drunk constantly

this is so stupid but I wanna post pics but I don’t wanna trigger me anyone

Literally me and my coworkers

remember when I said I was sober for 24 hours, yeah that started and ended there

heheh I’ve been sober for 24 hours which is saying ALOT

And at least 20lbs by July

the way I gotta lose like 60 lbs by oct

pls just let me sleep all day. I feel like I haven’t had a break in so long

about to cause a heart attack using an energy drink as my chaser for vodka

lol. I literally think something changed in my brain bc I’m OBSESSED with spicy things now and I never used to be

Oh maybe I meant puke ? That’s what drinking does to me lmao

Wtf is pipe ??

I’m kinda impressed how I manage to sleep through FOUR alarms

Facebook groups !

aight I can pipe one more time and still have enough alc to be drunk

Kinda funny how not throwing up for a while makes me anxious

Just woke up and I’m already thinking about my next drink

it should be illegal how bloated I feel rn

rn I’m in a bit of an alcoholic era 😔

I wanna be more active on here

the way I need to lose 52lbs to be kinda happy

thank you !! (I know this is super late lol)

I need to post on here more 😭

pls wish me luck bc I may not be having alcohol tonight for the first time in like 4 months

lmaooii just at a point where I accept I’m an alcoholic

realising I’ve been lying to myself about how much im eating and pvrging and that’s why im not losing like I usually do

but like I don’t at the same time

I lowkey feel bad I’m flirting w/ this guy solely for money

also I hate that I’m complaining over the fact I only have one cup of vodka and I’m cooked if that can’t get me drunk

soooo he actually paid me for the video 👀