Huhtikuu

☆ 25, she/her, fin☆

- TW: ED, ranting, mental health
- also in twt @huhtikuum

!!! DNI: nsfw, graphic sh, minors, non-ED accs !!!

10.05.2025 11:45 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

ugh it's so hard to juggle between this and edtwt. most of my moots are only there, some known for yrs and still waiting if some ppl ever comeback (i don't hope their relapse but silence is always scary with ed) ;;

i feel like everything else works better here, algorithm and whole app tbh

10.05.2025 11:30 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

the pipeline from disordered eating to restrictive Ednos to BED to hopefully back to Ednos 😭😭

30.01.2025 13:23 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

weight progress from 90kg to 85.5kg, doesn't show all my weight-ins with smart scale bcos it doesnt sync old data to my main health app. idk why but i've the data in other smart scale app (it just doesn't look as good)

also lost 2kgs in a week. it's ok considering I binged twice and did not exercise. 4kgs down from December

this is 1st weight loss in 2 years. I developed BED 2 years ago and have gained 30kgs :/

30.01.2025 13:21 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 1

it's so hard to juggle between 2 apps but I try to at least update my wieiad soon (have not updated it to twt either)

30.01.2025 13:17 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

January 24th

Total: 829 cals
p 8g, c 121g, f 33g 😭
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- Cola Zero 2
- Chips 507
- Candies 320
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Steps: 1619 (cal tracking app didn't show correctly)

24.01.2025 23:14 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

January 23rd

Total: 619 cals
p 36g, c 59g, f 25g
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- energy drink 4
- pasta 240
- meat sauce 197
- yoghurt dressing 61
- salad 117
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Steps: 578 💀

23.01.2025 23:43 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

ughh i made typo ;;; gotta repost todays wieiad

23.01.2025 23:42 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

January 22nd

Total: 516 cals
p 32g, c 45g, f 24g
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- nuggets 404
- bell pepper, oil & seasoning 67
- greek yoghurt dressing 48
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Steps: 3351

22.01.2025 22:46 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

January 21st

Total: 607 cals
p 34g, c 63g, f 23g
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- pasta 257
- meat sauce 232
- greek yoghurt dressing 66
- salad 50
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Weight: 88kg
Steps: 1419

22.01.2025 22:46 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Notes:
- Binged & gained 30kg....
- No calorie goal, If I relapse to bingeing = I'll have a day with higher calories
- Weigh in once a week
- Hoping to share what I eat so I'll actually restrict

SW: 88kg
GW: 80kg (March 4th)

22.01.2025 22:46 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

WIEIAD thread ☆

What I eat in a day as someone trying to get back on track

22.01.2025 22:46 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

i've 2 months until concert where I need to slay, I neeeeeed to be smaller

06.01.2025 10:00 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

TW: ed, falling mental health

DNI: minors, graphic SH, non EDsky

° 24
° she/her
° Ednos -> BED ;;
° venting, crying, screaming
° neurospicy

twt: @huhtikuum

05.01.2025 00:47 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

this feels like early 10's twt... i love it 😭 might migrate from edtwt to here compeletly

05.01.2025 00:36 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0