girl, same.

A chunk of delicious and moist looking chocolate cake lightly dusted with powdered sugar sits on a white plate.

Brown thick stew with meat and carrot chunks ladeled over mashed potatoes in a white bowl.

I spent like six hours in my kitchen today.
I made Irish stew to go over mashed potatoes and decided to make a chocolate whiskey cake.
Best cake ever. It stole the whole show.
The stew was bomb and the mashed potatoes were perfect.
And yet.
That cake.

Ive moved so many times I dont know that I own anything I originally moved out with

Weirdly, i dont own a crock pot 🤔

I need to make a beef roast and mashed potatoes with baked carrots.

So here's my problem:
My hair -being- long enough to touch my butt, get stuck in my pants pockets when im walking, wrap a little around my waist when I shake my head?

Immaculate vibes. So cool.

My hair -actually- doing those things /all the time/?

😫

A small black plastic tree sits on a fireplace hearth. It is decorated with holiday orbs featuring pumpkins and ghosts in the colors of green, yellow, black, and orange. The usual skull is in place for the tree topper, and the Miley Cyrus wrecking ball ornament is in its honorable place. Next to the small tree is a little stuffed ghost, a black flower pitched labeled WITCH'S BREW filled with fake autumnal foliage, and another small stuffed ghost wearing a black hat and holding a banner that reads, "BOO".

Fred and Friends welcome you to socially acceptable spooky hours.
Real onrs know spooky time starts in June, but Fred likes to be dress appropriately, so we let them have their fun.

#thisishalloween
#happyautumn

Peach crisp with vanilla ice cream in a white bowl with a spoon

Sausage egg and cheese breakfast muffins cooling on a rack on a counter

Lemon and blueberry scones freshly pulled out of the oven, still on the pan

Messy counter, big pot with carrots and celery in, ingredients for creamy chicken soup scattered on the island d counter surrounding the stove.

Ive spent a lot of time in the kitchen the last few days.

What do you like to #daydream about?

I went to the goth bar tonight and stayed up way past my bedtime.
I should be pleased, but im sad about an interaction i had with a previous romantic partner.
Life is really weird.

😬
Im already having issues with book 1 tbh

The middle of the book or the middle of the series?

I think there's one cosmere book i haven't read (meaning there's probably at least 3 cosemere books I haven't read)

But i started The Eye of the World the other day.
Yeeeeeeehaw

#wheeloftime
#cosmere

I took the drugs (ibuprofen) because my body hurts and my body still hurts

😫

I moved to bluesky to get away from meta products

I think I expected more of my friends to come over here than they did.

I definitely used social media to keep up with people I love far away from, and now I havent talked to most of those people for the better part of a year.

It makes me sad.

Its really weird tbh
I know i am statistically lucky in some ways
And horribly unlucky in others
So.... overall? I would say no, but i think outside perspectives would say yes?

Do you consider yourself to be lucky?

An unimpressed and pasty human in a black sweater sits on a pink yoga mat. They stare vaguely at the camera. While there technically is a reflection of light in their eyes from a nearby lamp, a discerning person might be able to tell that this human is completely over the concept of participating in capitalism.

Proof of life. Yoga done. Body feels like lead today.

I need a suit

I think im gonna lay down and attempt to go to sleep massively early tonight.

Hey
You should go to therapy

Yall ever have a revelation during therapy while its coming out of your mouth?

Cool cool cool cool cool me neither who's crying definitely not me

Okay whyyyy

So

Why do some people ask me a question

And then just walk away when im in the middle of answering it?

Im not pausing for a significant amount of time or anything

Does this happen to anyone else?

I work for a bad place (trying to find other work but fish gotta swim, birds gotta eat)

Total company revenue was 177 billion for this quarter.

Unrelated, Ive been struggling to pay off a thousand dollars of debt since like February

A common tea light sized candle next dead brown spider. Including the legs, the item and spider are roughly of equivalent size.

Tea light candle for scale

I screeched

You know how pictures dont do things justice?
The body of the biggest one is easily an inch long

I did not look into my shower before trying to step into it this morning

Im fine

Someone from the gym i have been to in like 6 weeks found me at my work today and said i should go back cause they miss me

It was cute.

Naps are very important

My hopes are in the grave, man. Ive been fighting my brain like this for a long time, i dont think peace is an option
But thanks anyway