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ah shit apparently i dont even have the previous wig anymore. must have got rid of it during a move.. i still have the hairpiece and all the accessories though, fortunately

how many people even still cosplay muse anyway, i wonder? if i'm the only one i'm going to feel archaic among all the sunshine cosplayers and whatnot LOL

its just that i think the wig is completely fucked and don't imagine i will fix it w/o going crazy so i just bought a new one, since it was pretty cheap

its been awhile since i've cosplayed and i still have a policewoman kotori cosplay sitting and collecting dust so since the big annual anime con in town is happening soon maybe i will go dressed as her again 🥲

recently the sd card i had used to homebrew my switch got damaged so i got a new one, transferred all files from the old one to it but now im not seeing my games. :"

that's weird, cus they show fine on the file explorer

its also bulgarian bootleg cola...
this is the kinda shit your grandparents would get when they cant afford real cola/fanta or dont know what that is

uma musume pretty derby?
derby is bulgarian bootleg fanta so i am confused

oh ok i see. welcome back! how did you like it? it gets pretty hot there during the summer, hope you had a fan to walk around with haha

good quality of life here : (

haha, that's ok i want to leave it anyway cus i just don't think it's a good place for my learning/career development anymore. and they're pushing AI too much...orz

i'm also looking at trying to go back to eastern euro now. probably sounds crazy since US pays so much more, but i just don't get

what's this uma musume everyone is playing?
back on an old twitter account, i remember one japanese guy i followed would post a bunch of uma musume so my tl was full of it but i didn't realize it would get a western fanbase

Also I saw you went to Japan - that's so cool. Are you still there?

? Oh no, I'd never... unless I had something lined up or the place was truly that unbearable and I know I'd have enough FU money to survive quitting :d
I'm just casually looking right now

got an invite for two more interviews next week, i hope it works out 🙏

problem is i tend to be very unwilling to spend money on new devices and am very trauma bonded with this computer

it started turning off the moment i unplug the charger so im guessing the battery has gone to complete ass too

woke up to computer BSOD'ing..oh boy. its been doing that often lately. its probably time for a new one, isn't it?

i've been holding onto this one for dear life but its really been kicking the bucket lately

apothecary diaries is a cautionary tale about the dangers of becoming important at work

(i tried to be sneakier and bought a bulgarian phone number as well as got permission to use my uncle's address for when i'm applying to roles in bulgaria, but i'm not sure how much that would help)

it might also have to do something with that now i'm solely applying to roles abroad or just ones in another state and i believe i'm getting filtered because of not using a local address

but i don't know why that would be...my resume shouldn't be worse....

i'm concerned though because my response rater is lower than it's ever been before. it feels like i'm now getting even more rejections than when i was looking for an internship and then a new grad role

job hunting is really exhausting... i barely have any energy to do it alongside everything else i have to get done during the day but i really need to find another company so 💀

Nonchalant selfie lol

A green journal with a character wearing a brown beanie

Chef Namjoon, LEZZGEDDIT!!!

Seokjinnie, you’re already doing an amazing job on the tour. Thank you for thinking of ARMY’s happiness, that means a lot already; you don’t need to do more or push yourself too hard. Your safety and well-being come first, always, no excuses! We love you so much. 🥹💜

*mental care mental care*

i wish i was cool, interesting, skilled, passionate etc. to keep someone interested though 😢... i always end up being an eventual disappointment to pretty much anyone. im so fucking lame its embarrassing

its like i just got an adobe free trial for friendship, but it expired and now locked me out of the program since i cant pay.

it might sound melodramatic but im just feeling it more deeply because of how alone i am at this point in life (lit 0 friends, 0 relationships of any kind outside of my mother) so meeting someone, hitting it off, then being met with indifference just hurts extra

a bottle of dr. perky soda

fucked up in the crib sippin

i'd have tried Uma Musume if it was very derby.
pretty derby doesn't sound all that exciting