lex 🩷💜💙

damn you know it's bad when your boss is basically telling you to leave as soon as you get the chance lmao

cover letters in the age of AI feel especially pointless. like what are we doing here

(i may or may not have returned to the real housewives franchise for the first time in like 15 years)

andy cohen is really living the dream of a messy bitch who lives for drama

ovulating too hard to make important life decisions

for some reason my entire body hurts i can't imagine why

looking for apartments and feeling my soul slowly leave my body

thank you for all you do taking care of the little ones ❤️

i can vaguely gauge what's happening in the country by the daily questions yougov sends me. probably not great if they're asking how i feel about states seceding from the US

5 classes i took
- history of latin american/US relations
- middle eastern politics
- african diasporic religions
- urban sociology
- voting, elections, and public opinion (in the fall of 2016 nbd)

the plot is essentially just the romance. it's six eps of hot men banging and also yearning. I don't think the dialogue is amazing but the whole thing feels very earnest and that is what makes it enjoyable. characters and acting are great. I watched it out of pure curiosity and I'm so glad I did.

it's called the hmj chatters list on bluesky

typo!!! i meant to say today AT work.

to be honest, one of the most frustrating things is that i am pretty close to my dream job in terms of the work i'm doing and the mission that it's supporting, but the organizational leadership just sucks so much that it almost nullifies that.

given that circumstances are not changing anytime soon, i'm going to be working extra hard this year to act my wage (underpaid!), and not stress about how much longer it's taking me to do things nor let that impact how i feel about myself. it is quite literally Not Worth It

today work, officially learned they're not filling the position for the other analyst who left in july, so we're a two-person data team indefinitely. that would be totally fine if leadership would fuck off with the excessively time-intensive and complex data requests ❤️

refusing to work because they're testing the fire alarm for 20 minutes.

okay well on top of everything else in my life rn i probably have to move out LOL

menopause maybe

welp my office is closed again tomorrow... never thought i would be complaining about HAVING to work from home but i have shit to do and i need my screens.

probably still gonna take a day off work for bereavement and may also have to eat a fuckton of chocolate or something about it.

yeah, we're officially not going. i have been a nervous wreck about it either way. it's going to be a very short service, i mostly just wanted to be able to be there for my dad. circumstances just suck.

that's the one!

new kim seon-ho netflix drama i am sat.

happy birthday!!!

apparently in PA they're legally obligated to have a burial within 10 days so we have already pushed it as far as we can + you have to drive through the hills to get her town and i have no clue what those are like in the snow

this storm may possibly keep me from being able to attend my grandma's funeral and i am lowkey losing my mind about it

why did harry styles announce his tour with a steve kornacki video im fucking dying

fully forgot to bring my water bottle to work so all i drank for 8 hours was a zero sugar mug root beer

ok but you were and still are so gorgeous!!!