Xulllin

the time has come . . finally decided to purchase deltarune.
was debating for awhile whether to get it on steam, or switch. intimately decided on the switch 2 version since i had already played the first two chapters on the first switch, and didn’t feel like starting all over.

the background:

I LOVE THIS NEW UPDATE
I CAN TEXT BESTIE AND LOOK AT OUR BABIES AT THE SAME TIME

recently got back into using my tumblr account, thanks to a friend. lots of juggling going on over there. i dig it.

idgaf if they’re children. i hope whoever has been stealing the painted rocks from my dead friend’s memorial gets bad things their way. i hope they stub their pinky toes. i hope they get their favourite pen stolen. i hope someone takes the last of an item they wanted right in front of them. i hope—

hey so i need Changing by Kevin Jonas on spotify ASAP. i’ve been rewatching these live clips constantly to get my fix. 😩

i have until tomorrow to write these letters
holy fucking shit i’m stressing bad
like what do you even say after 11 years on little to no contact

having people invite me to their team just to trash talk me is really amusing. dare i say i’m flattered that i take up that much real estate in their brain xD

maybe it’s just the Splatoon mindset in me, but if i scored by far the most points, it doesn’t matter how many K/A i get. because at the end of the day, i was the most successful at the objective. 🤭

just when i thought Splatoon was the most toxic fandom i was a part of, Pokemon Unite definitely takes the cake 🤭

‪this is the first and only moba i’ve ever played, so it’s been a lot of learning so far. ‬

after (very casually) playing this game on and off for the past four years, i finally decided to start taking it more seriously. reached master rank for the first time :)

[ #PokemonUnite ]

not tiktok limiting it to five hashtags now lmaaoo. rip trying to access a bilingual audience

was fun meeting them back in 2015 and getting their autographs though :)

reminiscing on the days before One Ok Rock blew up in the states. i miss when their songs were more bilingual, instead of (mostly) just english.

ACNH 8AM — Clear music has no business going that hard

really want to (re)connect with people. i miss having people i can regularly play games with, or share art with. i feel like now that i’m almost one year on T, the massive anxiety that had come with VC won’t be as prominent.

don’t feel comfortable using the rainmaker? don’t worry, i gotcha.

[ #splatoon3 ]

whew, it’s been a very long time since i’ve been this depressed for this (consistently) long amount of time . .

i fucking hate humans sometimes. i wish people were more kind.

seeing *SO* many strangers (or even people we work[ed] with) make light/jokes about my friend’s murder . . . the speculations . . the misinformation . . there are no words to describe this feeling.

different from my usual distractions . . . obviously . .
everything is just amped up 1000% . . . i can’t accept this new reality . . while also being consumed by it . .

still having a hard time accepting reality. . .

hard to focus on a singular task for too long lately . . .

oh, here comes the Guilt part of grief . . .
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AND CAN I SAY W O W. HOW MUCH THESE GIRLS HAVE IMPROVED LIVE SINCE THEIR FIRST LIVES

i haven’t been following LL as closely these years as i would with Muse, but this definitely has me wanting to go back and watch all of these lives from start to end, like i would back in the day.

SEEING AQOURS IS ABOUT TO HAVE THEIR FINAL LIVE GOT ME EMO AF. CAN’T BELIEVE I’M HAVING TO EXPERIENCE THESE SPECIFIC LOVE LIVE EMOTIONS FOR A SECOND TIME

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NEW SONG!! FRIDAY, JUNE 20TH.

Alienated 👽