Jackie aka Jax

And also my parents no longer live in the rural area I (primarily) grew up in so I won't be driving to them as often and also won't be driving in places that are likely to get my car keyed if I have gay shit on it lol

But not unlikely necessarily so I still gotta think about it.

My last car was in my dad's name (toward the end of its life he was in the process of getting it in my name but it hasn't happened yet) and so I didn't want to put shit on it for like... Idk the reasons seem silly in hindsight lol

But yeah the car is all mine!

Oh man now that I own my own car I can put bumper stickers on it if I want!!!

Yes, I prefer the old branding. And the colours green and blue.

FRIENDS! GAMEDEVS!

Amazingly, I will be at GDC this year.

Please reach out if you'd like to hire me, buy me boba tea, compliment my writing, or tell me how cute I look in my Dipper Pines hat.

Or, you know, just hang out in Good Grass Gardens and shoot the $#!+.

This gamejam just started! Not too late to join!
#Unionize

I need to check up on bsky more but I think I need to mute like every political news term in order to do so
Being informed is good but sometimes I just want to not be so informed on so many things so often every day

YouTube video by Trash Discourse Why Don't They Ban Trans Men From The Olympics?

@trashxdiscourse.bsky.social I love you for this tbh www.youtube.com/watch?v=GtXD...

ONE DAY I WILL DO THINGS!

ONE DAY MY ANXIETY WILL NOT BE REINFORCED!

Me, my therapist, my friends: I need to go out and socialize more!

First attempt: *no one actually starts a meeting and they just leave as a friend group without acknowledging me*

Second attempt: *I get sick*

Third attempt: *it gets cancelled last minute and I don't know until I show up*

The worst thing about taxes is not knowing how many forms I'm still waiting on
I already procrastinate I do not need more reasons to do so!
Aka I just got an email about now having another tax form

YouTube video by GOOBOOGY STREAMS GOOBOOGY.FM | Modular Synthesis Jams 2.14.26 Livestream #2

stream #2!
#eurorack #modulsrsynth
youtu.be/YtGYvsFQrMM

Sometimes you finally sit down to write a thing you've been meaning to work on more
And you write 500 words
And you look at those 500 words
And then you delete those 500 words because they didn't actually lead to where you were trying to go

Yeah I feel that

I go back and forth on whether I want to just transition to a guy at work and/or legally just to Not Be Seen As A Woman

And with my parents they could dismiss me as not being a guy rather than not only not being trans but also nonbinary not even being a thing

It's rough

You can also buy a mobile transportation system for him!

It's tempting to just not come out at all and that was kind of my plan but they will see me in person again eventually and even if none of the hrt changes are that noticable to them, the surgery definitely will be
Bluh

You would think being 35 and not financially dependent on them would make this easier but it does not
Sometimes I wish I was a binary guy so I wouldn't have the extra layer of trying to explain what nonbinary is

Moving along in the steps to get top surgery
Sent the letter template to my therapist
Reached out to someone else for the PhD letter
Now to wait
And try not to think of the most nerve-wracking part of this whole thing:
Coming out to my parents

the three prime social elements are irc, telephone, and books. all social media is a combination of these in varying proportions

So much I wanna doooooo never enough tiiiiime

When Shawn from Psych said that his nerdy friend is a level 3 Dungeon Master with his own custom set of 12 sided dice - I get so angry.

SHAWN THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A LEVEL IN DUNGEON MASTERING AND ONE SET OF CUSTOM 12 SIDED DICE IS FOR AMATEURS!!!!!

Nigerian Podcast Index Reveals 329 Active Shows, 73% Publishing Regularly English dominates active shows in the country

**Nigerian Podcast Index Reveals 329 Active Shows, 73% Publishing Regularly** https://podnews.net/press-release/nigerian-podcasts-2026

"Ditch your debt with a personal loan" is very funny way to try to get you to into more debt.

Wait is there a limit on how far back I can go in the "mutuals" feed or is my bluesky app just being dumb

Especially since he and Vincent just eat food I have out throughout the day so it's not like I can guarantee only Thor will eat that food
Bluh
I guess I'll try it this once
I'm also getting toothpaste and a toothbrush for him so I'll probably just be sticking with that overall

The vet is recommending special dry food for my baby boy Thor who has a bad tooth and it is *$36* for *4lbs*
And he's a picky guy so idk even know if he'll like it 😭
Definitely not something I can get all the time

I have already maxed out my dental insurance for the year.
This shit does so little istg
I still have orthodontics though which is something I was planning on looking into but hot damn I may have to look into getting a secondary insurance now so I can use it next year

It's so funny but like horrifying lol

lol I just got an email with a photo of someone's dog to be put into the Pupreciation game in my PlayDate game pack :)

https://moosadee.itch.io/rachels-playdate-game-pack

I'm gonna need more pet pics for a proper full update. <3
You can email me pet pics at rachel@moosader.com - I need the […]

Speaking professionally, yes indeed. Do the lowest effort bare minimum as many places as you can then focus on on one or two that you enjoy and give good returns. Keep it simple, keep it sustainable

I rewatch Gaming Harry's Outlast lore explainer sometimes and honestly probably going to add some of hbomberguy's to the list
I can't remember how long the loss.jpg one was but that one was good and the Roblox oof was wild
Oh and Eddie Burback's where he followed what Chatgpt told him to do lol