gwyndolin

Mad respect for the lab mouse that evaded capture for 20 minutes after bean jumping straight out of the cage today

Feeling proud of myself not flinching at all when taking (deservedly) the worst mouse bite I've ever had when I finally caught it tho

If you think about it, Dune is Spice World

Prospect lab tech interviewed today and he seemed nice and competent and actually asked for pronouns, but assumed/misremembered me as a they/them 😮‍💨

Which like, half a year ago okay yeah you woulda clocked me

But feels a little icky today

It's girl dinner

So true!

Two 26 ounce country style kimchi jars that have been cleaned and no longer contain kimchi sit on a counter side by side One is full to bursting with used estrogen syringes, the other has one syringe only.

If you ever wondered how many estrogen syringes fit into a 26 ounce country style kimchi jar

2 years worth!

Insurance denial because my new insurance somehow has my dead (not even legal since 20-fucking-19) name as the insured individual, despite my physical card saying Gwyndolin ??

Another day in the life of a transsexual 🤦‍♀️

Very close selfie photo of kinda disgruntled Wharton The Cat and kinda disgruntled Gwyndolin in the background

First photo with new phone

Finally fixed having never been to the philly museum of art! :)

Art museum w partners today

maybe i should use my social medias on my laptop more, i kinda like the tappy tap quickness of my keyboard in conversation

faster typing making me less self conscious hm hm

she was very nice tho and we had a good convo in the waiting room this time :)

she came all the way to nyc from vermont!

she told me she was in the city for the day, going to a gay bar later. She had big stompy strappy leather knee highs on and I asked if she was wearing those. she said yes, ofc

at my surgery follow-up apt 2 days ago I met another tgirl in the waiting room who recognized me from 6 months ago!

We were in the elevator together then and she had asked how I was doing and I very bluntly said "BAD" cause it was right after my ER visit.

so I guess I made an impression lmao

a heavy concrete building in the brutalist style housing a Kentucky Fried chicken franchise

meet me at the brutalist KFC in ten minutes if u want an ass kicking

okay I looked it up and this is not actually the transitive property, it is the symmetric property, but almost two decades separate me from the last time I took geometry so close enough

my SAD usually manifests in withdraw from social contacts, which is why i've been pretty absent here

so, I'm forcing myself to post again, and by the transitive property...

I left my lunch at home on the counter 😢

I do this at least once a month, how I suffer

update: it is not alive :'(

screen pixels started dying en masse over the past two days

squid ink phone 🦑😢

trying to get off the SAD train, got an apt for the bupropion again and in the meantime I started taking some expired ones (like half a year don't come for me) and holy hell I forgot how much the sensitize me to caffeine

1 small cup in the AM and I am still absolutely vibrating

Desiccator tank on lab bench with various bottles inside

It's alive!

Bless this lil' guy (photo taken with my working phone camera!!)

my phone fell in the toilet at work today 🥲

screen stopped working (prob cause already cracked and water's an opportunistic b*tch)

I cleaned it and left it in the lab dessicator overnight, thoughts and prayers 😔

Listening to a 2023 mal blum song and getting a little bubble of trans joy hearing their voice paired with backing female vocals 🥺

His voice has gotten so deep!!

First snow spotted of the year this morning ☺️❄️

Overheard phone convo in the elevator:

"These girls are so pretty though! But then I remembered that you like girls that look like Angelica from the Rugrats"

Getting to see him reluctantly nut was by far the highlight of this movie

Such a master song writer

I was having a real bad day, but then I ate lunch (4pm) and now things are okay

Gone are the days when my body can handle playing back to back hockey games having not exercised the past 3 weeks 😔

Back and body hurt y'all

Rocked, tbh

Tfw anxiety makes every meal girl dinner 😔💅