Alex Lankio

But yeah, idk of anyone cares or if posting this looks bad. I just needed to get this out of my chest. (among with lot of other things lol)

To find anything good out of my time on game studies: I understand OOP and UX heuristics pretty well now. I'm sure i picked up some info that will help me with full stack stuff. I appreciate games differently nowadays and maybe want to create some as a hobby in the future.

I was also supposed to create a game studio with my friend, but they were diagnosed a serious illness that will worsen with time, so we had to scrap that. I was enduring a lot for that dream, but sometimes life just happens.

also my dysphoria has been of the charts for a while now. Still not enough money to get a top surgery. I can't keep suffocating myself with the fucking binders for a long anymore.

I've not been well. I quit my game dev studies, and switched into fullstack studies beginning this autumn. I just couldn't continue with games. Only thing I got was a burnout and depression because nothing was enough. I also need to get a job and pay my living asap.

after a week of a hard thonk and rubbing my braincells together it finally clicked somehow lmao. :D But slow and steady is better than nothing!

I'm starting to get a grasp of the commander pattern. I have already learned limited state machines, observer pattern, pooling and so much more this year. The problem arising seems to be, how to connect all of these patterns together. 😅 I plan to learn that this summer!! #gamedev #indiedev

I'm spending too much time with cats. I realized I slow blink at humans too. 🫠 help-

btw, it's free!!! #gamedev #indiedev

Happy pride! I love #mansepride march day, one of my favorite days of the year.

I'm trying to wrap my head around the command pattern, and my brain hurts. 😭 I feel like it'll take a sec before it clicks, and I understand what is going on. #gamedev #student

There's two types of cats

Every solodev or microdev I know would love to hire and pay their dev friends, actually.

He has living with us for bit a week now, and this is the first time I saw him going full bonkers x3

28 days later, and I'm still so excited, and learning new! The game I'm creating is going well, I'm actually enjoying myself, and I hope I never have to go back to Unity T-T

two cats laying down on a furry basket that is attached to a cat tree. On the left side there's a brown striped cat, and on the right side there's a gray striped cat. the cats are looking at the camera.

Sometimes when I feel like that I'm useless, I remember that I have cats, who depend on me. My impact on grand scale may be small, but for them it's everything.

orange cat on a carrier box, laying down on a towel

orange cat seen from behind, eating kibbles from a plate.

We adopted a third cat! 🧡 He has lived all of his life at the streets, and is really scared of people. After three days he was brave enough to eat next to me on broad daylight! What a fast progress! I love him so much already. #caturday

She lays out in the founding documents for her organization that she's privately funding anti-trans initiatives.

It is literally impossible for you to spend one cent on Harry Potter materials without expressly supporting hatred of trans people.

I am so utterly tired of AI. I just saw videos that were made by AI, that I couldn't tell weren't real by myself. We soon in an era where everything has to be super curated and background checked, if one wants to enjoy fully created by humans only content. Fuck AI I'm tired ...

My neurodivergent ass is seriously wondering if the Papa plushie gets offended by this. T-T #ghostbc

I'm going to a #ghostbc concert today, and I'm so hyped about my #decora coord for it. also, facepainting is super fun!! I gotta do it more.

Us, Somnia by Konjam, Mimirthful - Alex Lankio, ppdonuts, korvetar Anomaly seeking game taking place at a dreamy school

Hello humans and other creatures of bsky. I created a game with my friends this spring. If you're a fan of anomaly games or lynchian vibes, you'll love this one.

We poured lots of love on this one. I hope it brings joy to someone. #gamedev #indiedev

Blender artist: oh it took you 5 hours to make that? Why didn’t you just use the ctrl+alt+z+3+🍓 hotkey to activate the “summon a lil guy” modifier

peek-a-boo

I decided to start learning Godot as a summer project, after using Unity for years and... I'm speechless, Godot docs are so great! I always felt like I was too dumb to understand wtf was going on Unity's docs, and now I just feel like Unity has gaslighted me all of these years. 😭 #gamedev

I’m fucking dying that the company who runs Infinity Nikki started trying to censor the word “boycott” during the massive backlash they’re getting…..

…..and now everyone is talking about doing a “girlcott” instead

I'm so tired of shitty people being in charge of everything.

We trans people DESERVE BETTER. Why YLE has all the space for articles focusing on either pseudo-scientific old ladies or detransitioners, that are 1% of all of the ppl who get gender affirming care, but there's no space to create articles about trans joy?? How GAC saves and improves lifes??

What is up with Finland's public broadcaster, Yle news, posting anti-trans news now? Agnes World has no merits to say anything about trans people ( she's a doctor on BACTERIOLOGY!!) and sametti is known right wing grifter. I hope they don't pretend to be an ally on June after this bullshit.

a medieval style digital drawing of an androgynous brown-skinned knight on horseback on a hill, stabbing a long gold spear into a blue dragon on the ground. the knight has a gold halo behind their head and wears a suit of silver armor with a nonbinary flag striped tunic and a trans flag as a cape. their horse is white, with blue tack with trans pride trim. there is black gothic text at the top and bottom of the image reading “A world without trans people has never existed and never will.” there’s an ornate pale blue border around the image, filled with pink and blue scrollwork, gold hearts filled with colorful flowers, a smiley bat, two smiley moles, and two smiling frogs holding up trans flags.

a world without trans people has never existed and never will