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this site is really funny. i'll straight up be in people's mentions like "hey it's me it's alec we know each other we should be mutuals" and they never see it. anyway i just unfollowed a friend of mine from like 10 years ago cause i was tired of them getting the hint that we should reconnect lol.

17.10.2025 04:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

LETS GO MILWAUKEEEEE NOW LET'S DO PORT WASHINGTON NEXT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

09.10.2025 02:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I think this might just be the way I need to do this:
I am looking to connect w/ an old friend from a play-by-post RPG forum called Mythweavers. They went by the name "Renzel" back then, used to talk all the time before drifting away in college. I'd love to try and get in touch with them again.

07.10.2025 21:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 36    ๐Ÿ” 65    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

It is morally wrong to want a computer to be sentient. If you owned a sentient thing, you would be a slaver. If you want sentient computers to exist, you just want to create a new kind of slavery. The ethics are as simple as that. Sorry if this offends

05.10.2025 12:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4039    ๐Ÿ” 938    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 76    ๐Ÿ“Œ 90

(and nobody could ever understand.)

03.10.2025 06:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

chew me up, spit me out / before you can swallow

03.10.2025 06:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i'm more surreal than real
that's why you can see me better when your eyes are closed

03.10.2025 06:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

ใ‚‚ใ†ๆ—ฅๆœฌ่ชžใ‚’ๅ‹‰ๅผทใ—ใฆใ‚‹ใ‘ใฉๆฏŽๆ—ฅๆฏŽๆ—ฅไธ€ๆ—ฅไธญ็–ฒใ‚ŒใŸใ‚“ใ ใ‚ˆ

01.10.2025 15:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

wrote it there after crying over a budgetary spreadsheet (hence the talk of budgeting etc). so it's very kairotic! but either way, thank you so much ๐Ÿ’™ it was actually a really interesting creative exercise... i should do more stuff like this.

30.09.2025 21:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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wrote a bad poem about someone who will never read it

30.09.2025 17:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Monster Hunter fans need to see this now too

29.09.2025 23:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 314    ๐Ÿ” 150    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 5
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a woman is smiling while applying makeup on her face ALT: a woman is smiling while applying makeup on her face

I posted this like this btw

29.09.2025 22:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Itโ€˜s hot though. Yall donโ€™t know anything.

29.09.2025 22:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i bite down and bite hard

29.09.2025 18:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I accidentally wrote the entire paper. I just couldn't stop. Sure, it probably needs editing, but I've read it three times - with fresh eyes, even - and I actually really like it. Huh. Feels really good tbh. . .

28.09.2025 04:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I salvaged it. I'm actually really proud of it. It was a short (10-page) critical response to the question, "What are you doing in graduate school?" and I think I nailed it. Felt cathartic; felt good. Now time to expand that same paper to the full-length paper for that same seminar. . .

27.09.2025 21:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I've been so debilitatingly sad about Assata Shakur since her death was announced.

27.09.2025 20:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

blah blah blah

27.09.2025 20:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Cruising crackdown in Penn Station bathroom puts at least 20 men in ICE custody State and city laws prohibit local police departments from turning people over to ICE. That restriction does not apply to the federally run Amtrak Police Department.

What might not occur to you upon reading this headline is that, in other words, ICE is targeting gay men of color

Every queer press org should be picking up this story

26.09.2025 15:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3606    ๐Ÿ” 2070    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 35    ๐Ÿ“Œ 53
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????

FOUND THIS IN MY SONS ROO M WHAT IS IT. SHOUKD I BE CONCERNED

25.09.2025 03:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 804    ๐Ÿ” 184    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 9    ๐Ÿ“Œ 4
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Assata Shakur, political activist and ex-Black Liberation Army member, has died Assata Shakur โ€œdied in Havana, Cuba, as a result of health conditions and her advanced age,โ€ according to Cubaโ€™s Ministry of Foreign Affairs.

Assata Shakur has "died in Havana, Cuba, as a result of health conditions and her advanced age."

She was 78.

26.09.2025 13:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4603    ๐Ÿ” 2051    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 99    ๐Ÿ“Œ 511
A dragoon armed with his lance lunging at Nidhogg, both freefalling from the sky with the Holy See of Ishgard painted in red in the background. Hraesvelgr sits atop of Ishgard overlooking the scene. Lances are falling from the green sky.

A dragoon armed with his lance lunging at Nidhogg, both freefalling from the sky with the Holy See of Ishgard painted in red in the background. Hraesvelgr sits atop of Ishgard overlooking the scene. Lances are falling from the green sky.

The Dragonsong War painted Ishgard red with blood... #ffxiv #ff14 #finalfantasyxiv

25.09.2025 22:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1443    ๐Ÿ” 911    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 11    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

literally same ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ ily btw we should hang out sooooon ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™

26.09.2025 01:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

this paper is just a bunch of rambles. hopefully i can salvage it to mean something in particular.

25.09.2025 20:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

This is entirely true on so many levels I don't think I could possibly detail it exhaustively, but you really can't oppose trans people's human rights and still have freedom of expression and bodily autonomy, the idea that people are entitled to self determination goes right out the window....

20.09.2025 12:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2137    ๐Ÿ” 684    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 14    ๐Ÿ“Œ 10

One thing I'm sure of: there is not one thing going wrong in this country that was caused by trans people.

0 things.

20.09.2025 15:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 17    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i think if you did a poll you would find that, like, statistically something around 95% of fursuiters have been sexually harassed, assaulted, or raped. people just kind of assume that you always want it. and like, yeah, i guess i did. we talked about it, sort of. but he also just kind of did that.

19.09.2025 04:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

kinda just wanna get laid. but the last time i got laid was like 2 weeks ago and it wasn't very fun and i kind of sort of didn't get laid it was just like, a stranger touched me? and he did ask first. sort of. but it escalated in a way i wasn't expecting? maybe that's something. but probably not.

19.09.2025 04:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
Will Stancil
@whstancil.bsky.social
I am. I am also far more at risk of being a direct target than probably 99.99% of the people who would attend any protest, regardless of race or gender

Imani Gandy @angryblacklady.bs...โ€ข 46m
YOU. ARE. WHITE.
September 18, 2025 at 11:40 AM

Will Stancil @whstancil.bsky.social I am. I am also far more at risk of being a direct target than probably 99.99% of the people who would attend any protest, regardless of race or gender Imani Gandy @angryblacklady.bs...โ€ข 46m YOU. ARE. WHITE. September 18, 2025 at 11:40 AM

lmfao cโ€™mon man

18.09.2025 17:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 213    ๐Ÿ” 16    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 26    ๐Ÿ“Œ 13

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