ChinchillaMajor (Retired IRL Angel Dust)

I think I get that. [nod nod] I have a bunch of similar objectively-I-know-it's-not-helpful thoughts that I still BELIEVE are true. I've unlearned a few, by now. Slowly, but I did it.

Brains can be real jerks, esp. when they're trying to protect us and haven't really figured out how to DO that, yet

that, and the VAs have never mentioned *me* by name, either. They’ve brought up specific stuff they and I have chatted about a few times, but they never namedrop.

I reckon they're trying to protect us valangel folks where and how they can, which IS considerate of them 👀💗

(I empathize, tho; there was the day the first thing I saw logging in was a clip of Joel narcing on how I gave him a sampler pack of Val doujinshi, from the latest cast Q&A)

(...not R18s)

(yes I found the *TWO VALENTINO DOUJINSHI EVER* that weren't R18s. it was HARD)

the universe saw you hooking up a heart monitor, and chose comedy

[buckles the FUCK in]

I am two or three days into physical withdrawal symptoms and do not need this

Huh.

It would appear getting texts that start with "Hey have you heard the news?" are now officially worthy of a full-blown PTSD hypervigilance response, according to my body

so that's fun 🙃

VISITED BY A LARGE WHITE SPIDER AGAIN

RIGHT ON THE DESK I'M SITTING AT IN THE LOCAL COMIC BOOK SHOP, HE CRAWLED RIGHT OVER MY HAND

THANKED HIM AGAIN~ ✨️

I GOT *PHOTOS* THIS TIME

(that I'm not gonna post publicly 'cuz I have friends I don't wanna jumpscare BUT I HAVE THEM 👀💗)

y'all

there are 30 of these buttons left.

I had 200 more made after the first batch of a dozen, and it has not even been a YEAR

my biggest, loudest horn heart hands to all of you who're in The Club 💗

(I'm hearting the second part but refuse to heart this first part)

I had no idea they were called that... Man, now I'm glad I traded that huge fuck-off bottle of whiskey for the last Gravity Falls Journal 3 wallet they had left at Momocon last year.

(Me: You know Grunkle Stan would want you to.
Booth runner: dammit, HE *WOULD* WANT ME TO [hands me the wallet])

[stands to applaud in the theater] SEQUEL WHEN

(there *has* to be a sequel, right? The after-credits stinger *did* have your zombified arm punching through to the surface, still clutching the Hazbin wallet...) 👀✨️

Whenever I eat cake first thing in the morning, I make sure to say "Cake?? For BREAKFAST??" like I am a confused parent from a 1980s cereal commercial

makes it taste better, I swear

(happy level-up day in advance, yeah?) :3

Collectors MD Support. Accountability. Change.

Turns out, having zero money after parting with my only (toxic) source of income PLUS addictive personality = I gotta pump the brakes on my collecting & leave all the merch servers I'm in, for right now. I need a time-out.

Gonna drop this link here, for anyone else it might help:

collectorsmd.com

YouTube preview image, titled "My longest yeah boy ever"

Con drop plus anything to do with hospitals = you be EXTRA kind to yourself, that's an ORDER [/that weird Diet Karen energy I can apparently harness now, that I try to only use for the forces of Good]

(for serious, I don't have much calming energy I'm not using rn but you are welcome to the rest)

I love stories. Human beings evolved to love and learn from stories. All you writers and showrunners and actors and creative support out there, keep on doing what you're doing, you are appreciated!

Glad to see someone continuing this. Just because one of has fallen to others’ shenanigans doesn’t mean we cant keep up the work other marginalized folks did that made this place worth it despite the ghouls in charge of it

i miss when the internet wasn't designed specifically to make me mad.

impact play my beloved~

CHEERING LOUDER THAN ALL CAPS CAN CONVEY

please tag me if this becomes A Thing That Happens

I have zero moneys now, but I might later, and no amount of thumbs-ups or chef's kisses will accurately depict the love I have for that Poison print

annual barometric pressure drop, planets...

por que no los dos

the offer at the end goes for you too btw

bsky.app/profile/chin...

so I should finally get around to watching it, got it 😎

just in general bending my life towards spending as much of my time as possible around freaks and queers and weirdos has been the best thing ever

"something something [insert character I like] has an ovipositor" was my fanwork game plan from 1998 to the 2010s, and it legit makes me misty-eyed (in a good way) to see folks still carrying that torch nowadays~ 💗

I just logged on and have zero context, who do I have to punch

My Venmo is @Hyde-Goltz .

Attaching the current Benzie reference sheet here, too.

This year, I fully and gratefully open myself up to *receive* the bounty I've tried to provide for those around me.

Let's see how this goes. :3

heyyy y'all! My birthday's on Sat. the 25th-- I want to post something here before time runs out.

This year, I'd *love*:
1.) MONEY. (this chinchilla is *broke*)
2.) BENZIE ART. (doodles included!)
3.) COMPLIMENTS. (I'm gonna write 'em down in a special little book)

This is entirely OPTIONAL. 💗