The Delightful Freak

Interactions with my friends are feeling weird… I’m overthinking all the things and I’m tired. Despite literally not having the energy to expend on worrying if everyone thinks I’m weird, I’m managing to do it anyway.

How to know when you’re doing “enough” as an embodied, liberatory PhD student who has no interest in hustle, grind, or exhaustion?

I can’t wait to move through this funk. Like, I can because I have to, but it’s real funky. Do not recommend. 😒

It’s my Daddy’s birthday! I wonder if he knew. ❤️

I get personally offended whenever I start engaging with a post and it turns out to be an ad. I don’t care what it’s for, as soon as I see “Sponsored,” I’m out
🏃🏾‍♀️💨💨💨

Maybe it’s actually “I don’t want to do anything that I HAVE to do or NEED to do,” but what might I WANT to be doing?

Detecting an “I don’t want to do anything” theme in my life right now. And I have done nothing for most of the day so far, and am about to slowly and gently bring some order to my space. I hope that makes me feel better. Then we’ll see what’s next.

a man in a suit and tie with the words let us begin behind him ALT: a man in a suit and tie with the words let us begin behind him

Washed my hair and I feel brand new a little.

Next up:
1. Getting dressed
2. Moisturizing my damp hair
3. Finding some sustenance (maybe Moe’s? 🤔)
4. Landing at the library

Okay, now I need Kendrick and his people to get our mans with the Sudan/Gaza protest flag out of jail. I hope they’re already making moves in that direction.

Uh oh. I’ve started messing with my blocking app so I can use IG longer. 😬😰

I keep making my stomach upset!!! Just eating things that my brain says would be good when I know better. Or like my stomach seems kind of on board, but there’s a section that’s not and then I have gas. 😩

Him doing Freedom would be right on time…

Bicycle wheel falling meme with the captions 1. The united states 2. why won't Black people fix this?!

America, 1619-2025

Hot chocolate. That’s the skeet. 🤭

I want to get better at leaving a movie that I’m not enjoying. 😒

I keep waking up in the morning and briefly forgetting that the fascism in the U.S. government is out and proud. And then I’m like “damn, we’re really here, huh?”

In a way it’s good for them to be saying (and doing) the quiet part out loud.

Just as I came to the replies to ask if it was worth it 😂

Opinion | There Is No Going Back (Gift Article) The president’s opponents, whoever they are, cannot expect a return to the Constitution as it was.

This must be read. By every person who cares about the hijacking of this nation. By every Democrat in Congress. @democrats-judiciary.house.gov
Thank you @jamellebouie.net.

www.nytimes.com/2025/02/05/o...

May the collective radicalization toward liberation be swift.

Yep, I think you nailed it.

Okay, down to my last two sets of feedback! 🤗

a man wearing a blue shirt that says superman is drinking from a bottle ALT: a man wearing a blue shirt that says superman is drinking from a bottle

“And y’all can pick which one is which” 👀👀

Feeling more and more drawn to properly learning how to fight and shoot.

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Made it to the library:
1. Buy ticket for my friend
2. Send feedback to 3 students
3. 30 min. Instagram break

Repeat 2 + 3 until finished, which should only be 3 rounds. Leggo!

The Crunch Berries: Oops! All Berries I just ate tasted good, but the milk was not appreciated by my stomach. And I knew that going in. 🤷🏾‍♀️

I literally don’t feel like doing ANY of the things. But here are the things I need to do:
1. Laundry, mainly because I’m going to dance class tonight and I have nothing to wear

2. Return feedback to 7 students.

I woke up at 7:12, then passed out again until 10. Not feeling today, but baby steps.

This (the U.S.) doesn’t feel like a real place. It’s giving surreal out here.